I am alive.
I am awake.
I shouldn't have been as I have done sins.
This is stupid. How will I ever face Jasmine again? I know she has done horrible horrible things too but what I have done do not justify anything. Not even the fact that it was totally worth doing it.
No I should just shut up and concentrate on other things... Like.... Like my clothes. I put my hand under the blanket and over my body to feel if I am still wearing clothes or not and to my satisfaction yes I still am. Not that I should be disappointed but I don't know I kind of am.
I am facing the balcony and to be honest I just don't want to turn around and face Zayn. I just can not do it. I am actually questioning if he is even here.
There is no sound but that doesn't mean he is not here. What am I going to do now? Turn around? But what if he is here?
My thoughts were interrupted by the opening of the door. I shut my eyes.
"Is she up?" I hear Niall ask.
"Sleeping." That was Zayn.
"Did you?" Niall asked.
"Yes," Zayn replied. Did he what? I so wanted to know it but I just can not wake up right now.
"Shit, no. Really? Wow? How?" Niall sounded so excited that it made me giggle so I covered my face.
"Details later. Not here atleast."
"Fine just tell me one thing." Niall stopped for a second. There was silence before he continued. "Does she-" before Niall could complete Zayn interrupted him, "No." And then I hear the door shut and I thought they went outside.
I got out of bed and looked around and everything was neat and clean. Nothing was out of order. That's the thing about Zayn, he loves to clean.
I showered as slow as I can and when I was grabbing my clothes I heard the door open.
"I watched you sleeping quietly in my bed, You don't know this now but there's somethings that need to be said," Zayn was singing. Zayn entered the room and started singing. Why is he singing that? Out of every single song in the world he picked this song which kind of explains the situation right now.
I moved away from the bathroom door and my hand got in contact with the shampoo bottle and it fell.
He stopped singing.
Oh my god why do I have to be so clumsy?
"Candice?"
I kept quite and stopped breathing. I don't know why I stopped breathing it's not like he will hear my breath or something.
"Candice are you in there?" His voice is closer now.
"Umhu," was all I could let out.
"Oh okay. Well we are all down for breakfast and all so just join us down when you are done." He waited for a second and then I could hear his footstep going in the distance.
"Nothing happened!" I hear myself say.
"Nothing what?" He asked and I am not sure if i asked a question or was that a statement.
"Last night, nothing happened between us right?" It's not like I was drunk the whole night but I just wanted to make sure.
"Yeah, nothing happened." I don't know how but I can hear him smile. How weird is that? I can practically hear that he is smiling? How can someone hear someone smile.
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Marked (Zayn Malik Fan Fiction)
FanfictionCandice is a just another shy girl. Desires what every girl her age desires. She knows what she wants from her life until she realize that she has been all wrong about herself. She was determined she'll never fall in love until it's time. But love n...