Emotional Rollercoaster~S.M

3|Mind Games

We laid together in a king size bed snuggled up tight.
I gazed up into his dreamy eyes and he gazed down into mine.
I instantly smiled and he mocked my actions.

Everything looked perfect. Snuggled in bed and watching a movie.
"Lyla..." a husky voice whispered into my ear.
"Hmmm?" I replied with my eyes still glued onto the T.V.
"Baby, look at me again." The same voice rasped into my ear again.

I gazed up to look at the person talking and observed their face more closely.

Is that Shawn...?

I started to see him more clearly now and right as I did I saw Shawn leaning in closer to me. His eyes were closed and I knew that it was gonna happen.

I closed my eyes too, and leaned in to kiss Shawn.

Our lips were inches apart and I could feel his warm breath near my face as we neared eachother then a slight sliver of our lips touched and we-

Beep beep beep

Wait...what? I opened my eyes to see my lavender painted room. I gazed around in search of Shawn till it hit me...

AH DANGIT. STUPID DREAM

Wow really? I was so close and my alarm just had to wake me up. Why, why, why??

Oh crap, I know why. School.

I rolled my eyes and got out of bed with annoyance still floating around in my head.
I just hate when you have a dream and wake up thinking it's real. Maybe the dream continue tonight. What am I saying? I sound so creepy right now.

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I dragged myself downstairs after getting ready and I went straight to the kitchen expecting my mom to have prepared some breakfast.

Instead I found a note on the counter that read, 'had to go to work early. It was an emergency. Grab a granola bar from the pantry! Love you, xoxo Mom"

After reading the note I set it back down in the same spot and went over to get a granola bar and right as I did, I heard three honks from outside.

Ahhh the bus! I rushed out the door to catch my bus. I made it just in time and sat in the back with Shawn again.

"You gonna eat that...?" Shawn pointed to my crushed granola bar that I must've squeezed too hard while running to the bus.

"Aw man. No I can't now..." I sigh dropping the crushed granola bar into my backpack to throw away later.

"So why were you almost late Winters?" Shawn questioned me, "Were you having a hot dream about me?" He added on winking.

Uh...what.

"What? Haha you wish." I quickly reply trying to act as if I didn't.

"Oh really? Cuz I'm sure it would've went like this..." Shawn grabbed my face with his large hands and pulled me into him smashing our lips together.

"Lyla!!" Shawn shouted at me, "Are you gonna stay on the bus or...?" Shawn was standing up in the bus isle and I was completely confused.

Was I daydreaming?

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In each of my classes I couldn't think straight. All I could think about was Shawn. How did I get so obsessed with him in a matter of three days?

"Lyla, can you please tell the class your answer to number nine?" My teacher snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Oh. Umm....two?" I had no idea what we were doing and she shook her head at my answer and continued teaching.

Finally the lunch bell rang and I eagerly got out of class to get some food. I was starved. Especially since I broke my breakfast.

"Hey Winters, over here!" Shawn called over to me from a table he was sitting at with some of the friends he introduced me to yesterday.

He's the only person I know that's ever called me by my last name...I find it very special. I just like the sound of it. Winters.

I sat down in the empty seat next to Shawn and we all started chatting. I was getting to know them and vice versa. As one of Shawn's friends was telling a story about when she went to the beach and something about a jellyfish I noticed Shawn looking at me.

He scanned me up and down and winked once more. Awh the winking kills me every time. I blush about tint of pink while looking at him and he lifted his hand and placed it onto my thigh. I was wearing shorts today...whoa.

At first he was just stroking my leg with his thumb and he moved his hand. No, he slid his hand. A bit higher, and closer.

My eyes shot straight up to Shawn. He was biting his lip looking back and forth at where his hand was and my lips.

He hand kept crawling up my thigh like a spider. Higher, higher. Closer, closer. I let out a small gasp as I could feel his warm hand so near. He placed small light kisses onto my cheek and down to my neck.

I closed my eyes, it felt sensational.

Eeeeeeee

The high pitched sound of a microphone rang throughout the cafeteria. I looked over to Shawn and he was sitting leaned forward on the table with both his hands intertwined together.

What is wrong with me today?

I think I might have been staring at Shawn for too long now and he noticed my eyes burning holes into him.

"Take a picture it last longer." He flashed his perfect smile at me knocking me out of my staring trance.

"Oh my god. I'm sorry. Haha" I looked away embarrassed.

"Nah, it's fine." he laughed at my actions and smiled once more.

Can't I just pull myself together?? What is going on with me today? My mind is playing tricks and games on me. Must be some type of lust mind game.

"Cut it out up there!" I mentally say to my brain, knowing that that's a ridiculous solution.

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I plopped onto my bed getting ready for bed. Maybe when I wake up my mind will be back on track and normal again.

I nodded reassuring myself.
I clicked off my white and pink flowered lamp and cuddled up into my blankets.

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Whoa this chapter was...whoa.
Haha it had alot of imagination put into it.
I hope you didn't have much trouble putting a picture into your head while reading...
-Jasmine ♡