How Can I Love You (Harry Styles FanFic) -ON HOLD

You Hurt Me

I opened up the text:

Im Back Babe Miss me -J

I gulped Jake was back the guy who hurt me, beat me used me as a slave, could i tell harry and about Jake, i mean Harrys is my boyfriend i think well we are dating and im his date to his concert thats means we are going out right?! I decided to Text Rosie

To Rosie

Should i tell Haz, about Jake? x

-Ivy

I closed my Phone, i left the changing room and saw harry sitting outside looking at the shoes

"Yes Haz, your legs would look nice in those Navy Heels" he jumped and blushed i laughed he should have been a girl. My Phone bleeped i hope it was a reply from Rosie and not another text from J i can't even say his name it just reminds be of what he did.

To Ivy

Yes, i mean your dating right babes? xo

-Rosie! xo

I smiled i was gonna tell Harry my past i hope he does not judge me, i always feel like people judge. I still look in the mirror hating my self i feel digusting and thats when i became aneroxic and depressed. Harry was waiting for me i relised i was just day dreaming, he took my hand and we went over to the casher, I put down my dress and Harry put down some stuff he picked up, The Man at the casher kept winking at me and smiling, i could see Harry getting angry he kept kissing my cheek taking my hand pulling me into him to prove i was not single ooh styles :3

"That will be 107.95" I got out my credit card, but Harry took it off my and gave the man mine i gave him an angry glance he ignored it and grabbed our bags.

"You're recipt is in the bag Beautiful" I blushed i saw that the recipt had his number on, harry saw and ripped it up. As we left topshop Harry took my Hand and began to swing we did look like an old married couple!

"I love you" Harry whispered, his voice gave me goosebumps he has that effect on me like first love he always had since i met him.

"I love you more" I kissed his cheek and smiled, how did i get such a good guy?, Harry and I went into Cafe Nero to get a drink i thought this time would be the best to tell him about Jake Mclain, we got our drinks and sat down,

"Babe you okay?" He must have seen that i look upset?

"Well, i need to tell you something"

"You can tell me anything Babe! He held my hand i smiled

"Did Louis ever tell you what Jake did to me?" he shook his head

"Well, Jake was Louis best friend from 2 till 18, I was about 14 when i relised i had a crush on my brothers best friend he was perfect long hair amazing smile but he was 17 at the time and it was a bit werid. I kept my crush a secret for a year till Louis Found out and took me and Jake on a date it was a perfect date to this resturant anyway, we were together till i was 16 so like 18 months, He was 18-19 and he started to drink him and lou had fallen apart because he was in xfactor busy and stuff, he needed a best friend so he took his anger out on me he would get drunk hit me beat me shout things to me i would come back in bruises, i couldn't tell Lou, Jake was his best mate but one day Jake invited me out for dinner and i went as he was my boyfriend. He picked me up and drove me to his house he pulled me up the stairs and tryed to rape me, he pushed me against the wall and he did rape me i ran and ran called the police and told Lou i had not heard from him since today!" I could feel the tears coming down my cheeks

"Its okay Hun he can't hurt you, i will protect my princess" I smiled he kissed my nose. I was 16 and raped i have never forgotten it. I looked through my phone to find a picture of me and Jake he was drunk and lou took that pic when we pretened to be happy well i did ;(

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HEY GUYS ITS LIAMLOVESLIVVY JAKE RAPED IVY SHOCKER?! VOTE PIC IS OF Jake and Ivy LOVE FOR MEEEEE :) XOX