~ lies we tell ourselves ~ // p. jm & m. yg {DISCONTINUED}

Chapter 5

I woke up about 6 hours later, as the train was pulling up to the stationj at Busan. I sat up quickly and noticed Yoongi still asleep, his head leaning against the window. The morning light shone through the window and onto his face, highlighting his perfect features. I didn't even notice the train stopping at the station or the bustle of people getting off, in that moment he was the only thing that mattered. I wanted nothing more than to press my lips against his, and wrap myself in his warm embrace...

I suddenly snapped out of my fantasy, and started grabbing our bags to get off the train. I (jung)shook Yoongi's shoulder lightly to wake him up, he groaned a refusal but got up eventually. We stepped off the train and headed to a nearby cafe that I remembered to have lunch. It was very relaxing walking through Busan again, it was still early in the afternoon and a Sunday so it was very quiet, I preferred it this way.

We arrived at the cafe and started looking at the menu as soon as we were seated. My stomach churned at the thought of eating anything, so I just decided to get some coffee instead, and Yoongi got Japchae (stir fried noodles).

"Are you not going to eat anything?" Yoongi stared at me with a concerned expression.

I panicked but quickly thought of an excuse.

"Ah, no. I had some food I brought from home while you were asleep on the train."

"Okay, just let me know if you want any of mine." His face went back to normal and we both started playing on our phones to pass the time before our orders arrived.

The waitress soon came over with our lunch and set it down on the table. As she walked away, I stared at her legs with envy. They were so long and skinny, I wish that I could look like that one day. Maybe if I was skinny enough then Yoongi might start to like me back-

"Jiminie, you checking her out?" Yoongi laughed as my mouth fell open from surprise.

"Hyung no! I would never, aish..." I shut my mouth and tutted at him. "You're too dirty minded, really."

"Ha if you say so." He started eating and I couldn't help but stare at the food, my anxiety starting to kick in.

I sipped my coffee slowly, the caffeine starting to affect me. I watched Yoongi eat his meal, praying for him to offer me some. But I knew that I would have no choice but to refuse, I lost control over those choices long ago.

We finished and payed for the meals, and we started to walk around looking for something to do.

"You know Busan, what do you suggest we do?" Yoongi asked me.

"There's this one place I would go to all the time when I was living here, it's an abandoned art museum near my old house. I'm not sure if we'd still be able to get in though..."

"Let's go check it out anyway. Whereabouts is is?" I started directing Yoongi on where to go, and we set off towards my home town. It was about a 30 minute walk, but the time passed surprisingly quickly. We arrived at the museum, it was on the outskirts of town in a very wooded area, it had become overgrown and looked like it might fall apart.

I walked Yoongi to the back of the building where my secret entrance was. We hoped over the wire fence and climbed in through the window that was permanently jared open, it looked almost the same as the last time I was there.

"Woah, this place is awesome," Yoongi said as he walked over to a painting on the once white wall, running his finger along the frame. "It looks almost hundreds of years old."

"It probably is." I replied, as something caught my eye in the corner of the room, some kind of graffiti of the wall.

"Omg what's that?" Yoongi jogged over to the next room, where there stood 5 huge sculptures.
"Jiminie, you gonna come see this? They're so cool!"

"I'll be there in a minute, don't wait for me." I said, walking over to the corner.

"Suit yourself!" He called back to me, already halfway down the other hall.

As I got closer to the drawing, I started to recognise it. It was a drawing that I did back before we debuted, and I took a trip back to Busan with Kookie to visit our families. It was an inking of two boys laying side by side in a field staring up at the stars. In the stars there was a message...

~My love, Min Yoongi~