Don't let go

Trouble

Authors note->:
I'm busy during the week so expect new chapters to be out during the weekends :)
Plus it's boring at work so I do this to make me less bored x3 ---> also give me ideas in to what to write next.. I'm not very creative... my creativity all goes to my appearance xD
Anyhoooooo enjoy the next part Cx
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Usagi was setting up a movie and getting all pretty for when Mamoru got here. She was exited yet nervous at the same time. She really did love him.
She herd the doorbell ring and she rushed down the stairs to open it. She was about to greet him with a big smile and a hug, but then realized it wasn't him. It was a police officer. He took his hat off and held his hands together. Usagi-chans smile went away fast. She asked him what he problem was, he replied with 'ms, I'm sorry to inform you.. but Mamoru... well he got in an ascendent on the way here.. and he died on impact. I'm so sorry for your loss'. He put his hat back in and slowly walked off her porch. She closed the front door and fell to her knees. She cried all night and fell asleep crying.
     
        She woke up the next morning feeling drained and emotionally tired. She walked down stares from her room and turned in the tv.  She sat down and the news came on. Mamorus story came on and she quickly shut the tv off and started crying.

        She ran up stares into the bathroom and grabbed a pair of scissors. She couldn't stop her self. She was broken.
She opened them up and help the blade of the scissors. She placed the blade on her wrist. Her skin was soft and warm. She pressed hard and began slicing into her wrists. The cold metal on her warm skin felt so good. The sting it left made her feel alive and she craved more. She lifted the blade and watched the blood come out. She pressed the blade onto her soft skin again. She could feel her cuts throbbing but it felt so good. She put the scissors back on the counter and sat on the bathroom floor and stared at her arm. She hadn't regret anything. She felt so alive and good. She wrapped a bandage around her Wrist and put a hoodie on so her parents couldn't see it.

       The next day she had school but it was only a half day. She didn't want to go but she had no choice. Everyone looked at her in the hallways and felt sorry for her. She was so depressed. She walked to her first class: science. They where learning about animals and how they survive in the wild. They Watched a film today. All the killing in the film triggered usagi-chan and she ran out the classroom and ran home. It was poring out and the rain hit her hard. But she liked the rain. Cause you couldn't see her tears in the rain. She found a playground and sat on the swings. The sun came back out but it was still raining. She got up from the swings and continued to walk home.
      She went to the bathroom to hide but she seen the scissors. She tried to cut with them but they became dull. She craved the feeling of cold metal upon her fresh cut wounds. She searched the cabinet and found a box on clean razor blades. She pulled one out and slid it across her thigh. It was so shard it just slid. It felt so good to her. She felt a sense of relief.

Authors note:
I'm sorry if this chapter was triggering to you at all.. but I just thought I'd end of the chapter on a more depressing note.. cuzzzz why not xD