Don't let go

OVER

She couldn't take it anymore, she was tired of feeling alone. sitting in her room in the dark didn't help. the voices in her head wouldn't leave her alone. she couldn't take it. the one she loved was forever gone. she wanted to be with him! and that's exactly what she was going to do.

she left for school, but didn't go. she didn't have her school books with her, instead she brought items she needed to succeed with her plan. she said goodbye to her mom as if it was a normal day. no one suspected anything. and no one cared. it was a nice day out she decided to walk to a forest. one of the most popular forests in japan, Aokigahara. she had everything planned out in her head. the voices In her head where laughing in an evil like. and she was talking to her self and laughing. she completely went insane. as she was walking a group of girls walked past her laughing at her for her loss. 'HE DESERVED IT' They all yelled. she ran off crying.

clouds started rolling in, wind started blowing and it got cold fast. a storm was about to hit Mount Fuji. she ran into the forest and deeper and deeper she got into the forest the more lost she got. she seen a tent in the forest and went to see if someone was in it. it was empty. she went into the tend to seek shelter from the rain. she didn't care it was raining. she just thought she would stay the night in the forest to get used to it since her body would be lying here till she rotted. it was 1700 o'clock and school would have been out. by now and her mother would be at work till next morning. so no one would be home. it was perfect. it stopped raining and usagi started debating on how to do this. she just thought she would do the traditional way and hang her self. and it would be convenient due to so many trees and old stools used from other people.... she grabbed her rope and started knotting it. she struggled at first but then got a hang of it. her noose wasn't perfect but did hold well. she looked in the sky and said 'mamoru, dear, we will be together again. I promise!' she closed her eyes and a tear fell down her face. it was now 2300 o'clock and she went back into the tent. but before she did she looked up into the stars and smiled thinking this will be the last time she will be able to view the stars from below. she crawled into the tent and sat there for half an hour. she eventually fell asleep.

next morning she slept in and her stomach full of butterflies, but not the ones she had when she told mamoru the truth, these ones ate her alive and she wanted them to go away. so she rushed over to the rope, grabbed it and tied it to the closest tree she could find. she had a big smile on her face. but one that was holding pain and sorrow. she ran to grab the stool. she rushed back over to the rope hanging from the tree and placed it underneath it. usagi stepped on the stool and placed the rope around her neck. she took one last breath and kicked the stool. she couldn't breath, but all her worries slowly went away, all the pain and regret gone! Everything she felt had disappeared and left her mind. she was going to be happy for once. everything went black... no life was left in her body, she was... just there...

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authors note:

hope you enjoyed this chapter... I know it was really freeking dark butttttt it makes it good. I rushed into it cuz I was exited xD lmao.. next chapter should be cooool too lol