Raspberry Water •A Hunhan FanFiction•

I'm Sorry

I couldn't sleep for the 3rd night in a row. I kept thinking about what Chanyeol had said. Wasn't worth it to leave Luhan behind? What would I tell him? "Oh by the way, me and Chanyeol will have to abandon you for a while to go through a fucking portal and save a vampire village"? No. All these questions were swirling around inside of my head.

I sighed loudly. Apparently a little too loudly because Luhan woke up. Curse his light sleeping.

"Are you ok Sehun? You haven't been acting like yourself lately" Ugh I hate lying to the one I love. But he can't know the truth.

"It's nothing Luhan. I promise. I'm just thinking is all" he sighed harshly and stared at me with a cold look.

"Sehun please stop lying. I know you're not okay. Why can't you just tell me the truth?" His voice made him sound so broken. And it hurts. It hurts so much.

"Luhan. I'm sorry" he looked confused but his gaze immediately changed when he saw me walk out of the bedroom. He started yelling and crying.

"Sehun where are you going?! Are you leaving me? What did I do wrong?? Sehun please don't leave! I wouldn't be able to live with myself! Please...." Was the last thing I heard before closing the door to his house. And the last thing I saw was him running down the stairs with tears streaming down his face and his heartbroken face.

It's easier to move on this way. I need to put my duties first. If I don't, my home and all the people I used to know will die

I met Chanyeol about 30 minutes later. He looked as traumatized as I felt. We didn't say anything for awhile, just looked at each other. After a long time, I broke the silence.

"What did Baekhyun do?" Chanyeol shook his head and closed his eyes. When he opened them, he was crying.

"He was screaming and crying and wouldn't let go of me. And he kept asking if I was leaving forever," I ran closer and hugged him. When we pulled away, he asked me the same about Luhan. Now it was my turn to cry.

"He....he thought that I hated him and he was crying and trying to grab my hand. God he was so heartbroken and it makes me hurt all over. I don't ever want to see him cry ever again. Chanyeol I don't think I can do this! Please let's rethink this!" He looked at me with tears silently falling. It seemed like he was in thought. Finally he nodded his head.

"I don't think I can do it either. It hurts me too much. Go back home but bring Luhan to my house. We all need to talk,"

Immediately I ran away from him without saying goodbye. When I got to the house, I turned the knob but unsurprisingly found it locked. I knocked but he didn't answer. I knocked louder and louder until I was practically punching the door.

"LUHAN! LUHAN OPEN THIS DOOR! LUHAN PLEASE! I'm still here..." I whispered at the end. I looked around to see that the window was open. I quickly climbed through and ran upstairs.

"LUHAN! LULU WHERE ARE YOU?!" Screaming and crying at the same time doesn't do your vocal cords very much justice. Suddenly I heard crying from behind the bathroom door. I bolted over and grabbed the knob. I was ready to push it open and embrace my Luhan again, but it was fucking locked! I slammed myself against the door over and over again.

"Luhan! It's me Sehun! Open the damn door!" Nothing changed except that the cries got louder. I stopped immediately. They sounded...pained? The realization hit me like a brick wall. I started panicking and slamming harder.

"Luhan stop! I'm sorry! Please stop this! Open the door dammit! Please...." My ears perked when I heard light footsteps walking towards the door. The doorknob slowly turned and the door was pushed in slightly but it was enough for me. I shoved the rest open and ran to Luhan, picked him up. He wrapped his legs around waist and set his head on my shoulder.

"Luhan I'm here. I'm so so sorry. I had to talk to Chanyeol about something. I still love you. Please forgive me!" I felt my shirt starting to get wet where Luhan had his head set down. I placed him on the counter and wiped his tears away. He smiled and kissed me on the lips for a long time. I grabbed his hand but it was wet? He yelled in pain and pulled back. I held my hand and saw that it was covered in blood. I looked at him with wide eyes.

"L-l-Luhan, show me your arm" he held it out and my jaw dropped from the horror. Blood was running all over his arm from a huge gash. Instead of yelling or asking him why, I went to the shelf and pulled out gauze to wrap it in. After I wrapped it, he hugged me.

"Sehun" I hummed as a response.

"I love you"

"I love you too. I love you too much for my own good. "

When we got to Chanyeol's house, he let us in and sat down on the couch. Luhan looked around quizzically.

"Where's is Baek? I thought he was here," Chanyeol sighed and harshly wiped away tears. Chanyeol wasn't heartless, but he had a hard time expressing emotions. But he would give the world to Baekhyun if he could. He went from a cold hearted person to a sensitive, loving person with just the presence of that boy.

"He won't come out of the room. He isn't even talking to me" Luhan looked at the stairs then back to Chanyeol as if silently asking him to try. Chanyeol nodded.

THIRD PERSON

Luhan walked to the stairs. He sighed before climbing them quietly. Reaching the top, he heard nothing. When Luhan knocked, he still heard nothing but silence.

"Baekhyun, it's me Luhan. Me and Sehun are here. Chanyeol wanted us here. Can you let me in?" Nothing happened. For the nth time that night, Luhan sighed.

"Baekhyun I just want to come in. I won't do anything to you" again, only silence.

"Whenever you're ready, come downstairs. That's where everyone else is" He gave up, walking back to Sehun and Chanyeol. When they looked up, he shook his head.

"It's fine. I'll try to talk to him again later" Chanyeol said. He was obviously lying. He wasn't fine. Luhan sat next to Sehun and cuddled into his side. When they heard a door open, all three of them lifted their heads. They caught a glance of Baekhyun walking to the bathroom. Sehun's eyes widened. He immediately panicked and yelled at Chanyeol.

"No! Chanyeol quick! Get him from the bathroom!" When Chanyeol looked confused, Sehun shouted again.

"GO GET HIM! I'M TELLING YOU, YOU'LL REGRET IT IF YOU DON'T" Chanyeol immediately ran to the bathroom. Sehun looked at Luhan with sad eyes.

This wasn't going to last forever. It was just a rough time. It will end I promise

This time, Sehun chose to listen to the voice.