DREAMALITY 1 || The First Generation

8.

Its been two days since we left new Orleans and keisha's funeral was in five days. I was sitting in my parents living room along with AJ, BJ, Shayaa, Charles, Lucas, And malaysia. Of course kentrell was there for support.

"Aight why you called us for family meeting because I could be with my new boo". Malaysia said breaking the silence.

I rolled my eyes and ignore her dumb ass comment .

"I have some bad news and I do not know how y'all are going to take it". I said in a calm voice.

"You lost your virginity". My dad asked with his face scrunch

"I been lost that". I smirked without thinking first.

If looks could kill the way my brothers and dad was looking at me I would be 6 feet under.

"With that rakim boy". Charles asked clenching his jaws.

"No this boy name Jacob I dated in highschool".

"Kaila chill out".Kentrell mugged me.

"Few days ago Keisha got in a plane crash and was pronounced dead on the scene".

"What". Malaysia jumped up with tears streaming down her face.

"Oh my god". My momma cried out as she ran upstairs to her room.

The room was silent and my dad and brothers had their heads down, keisha was like a daughter to my dad and a little sister to my brothers and it broke my heart and theirs too.

"Since I'm the girls god momma I signed the papers to have full custody over them and so did kentrell".

Not one of them said a word but as soon as my dad started crying I bust out in tears. It's rare to see a man cry especially my dad. Only time he cried is when Malaysia was in a coma few years ago well that's the only time I seen him cry.

"How are you going to tell the girls". Lucas asked.

"I don't know yet but I'm going to tell them as soon as I pick them up from school and daycare."

I stayed over my parents house until it was time for me and kentrell to pick the girls up. Kentrell walked inside the daycare to sign Maila out while I went to to get the twins.

"How was school girls". I asked with a small smile.

"I made a C on my spelling test, momma is going to be mad". Brielle pouted.

I bit my tongue hard to prevent me from crying.

"What about you Arielle". I asked looking down at her.

"It was ok".

I opened the doors for the twins to get in and waited until they was buckled up to get on the passenger side.

About five minutes later kentrell came in with maila and strapped her in her seat belt than headed to the driver side and picked her up.

"Can we call our mom when we get to the house".Brielle asked.

"Umm-".

"Who wants ice cream". Kentrell yelled out.

"Meeeee". The girls screamed.

I blew a sigh of relief and thank kentrell for saving me.

After two hours of ice cream and at the park we was finally at the house and I told the girls to come sit in the living room so I can talk to them. Maila was sleep so I placed her in her crib in my room. Kentrell was sitting next to me on the couch and the girls was sitting on the love seat in front of us.

"Umm girls I have some news". I said breaking the silence.

They looked at me and I knew I had their un divided attention.

"So umm-". I looked at kentrell and tried not to cry. I didn't know what to do or what to say and all this was very hard to me.

"What's the news Godmommy". Arielle asked.

"Want me to tell them". Kentrell asked whispering in my ear.

"I have to do this". I mouthed to him.

I turn my attention to the girls and blew a breath. "Do you guys know anything about heaven and god". I asked.

Brielle raised her hand smiling and I pointed at her.

"I know that if you die you go to heaven and stay with god forever. And you cant see the people you love anymore". Arielle said.

"I know that god lives in heaven and he babysits the dead people". Brielle said.

"Well that's true. But yesterday mommy had to visit god and she's safe with him now. Mommy will be with you in your heart but not in person".

"Mommy died". Brielle gasped.

Before I could reply Arielle ran upstairs and I heard her screaming and crying. I looked at Brielle and seen she was sitting down with no face expression. Although Brielle is 10 years old she's always been the one to hide her emotions.

"Brielle Its go be ok". Kentrell assured her rubbing her back.

"I don't know how to feel. I just want to be alone". She yelled before running upstairs.

As I watch them leave tears started coming down my eyes. When those girls are hurt I am hurt and I feel so bad that they wont see their mother again.

Kentrell walked over to me and pulled me In a big bear hug.

"Its ok lil mama everything will be better just pray".

"K-ken I feel so hurt and I don't know how to make them feel better".

"Just let them be alone for awhile because that's exactly what they need".

I nodded my head and laid my head on his lap and cried. I cant believe that she's gone it breaks my heart to see someone that I love so much be taken away. Her kids didn't even get a chance to say bye. And Maila didn't even get a chance to know her mom.

I just pray that god make a way and put the strength in keisha family and my family. Because it hurts to see someone that we love be taken away from us.