All i do is run
Run from my Problems
I miss them
I miss HIM
DISCONTINUED
i own nothing but the plot line, and even that is pieced together from multiple fanfictions i have read over the years.
this is my very first book so don't judge me too harshl...
I was aware of everything around me. the light blanket covering me, the bedside table next to me, the sun barely peering in through the window,
The person right outside my door trying to must up some courage to wake me up. thanks to my super hearing i could hear them mumbling to themselves. Hear the short breaths they were taking from worry for their life.
" Come on Garroth, she'll only be angry for a second. If you hurry, you might only get minor physical damage. whew, deep breaths." he was mumbling. I see, the person outside must be Garroth coming to wake me up. heh, i remember the person that was always voted to do that at the hall was Sly. After it happened enough times, I stopped almost killing him every time. Ah, how much i miss him.
I didn't realize it, but i had lightly started to cry. I wiped away my tears and sat up. Poor garroth, he was voted to wake me up again today. He still has an ace around his ankle from the last time. I'll give him a break, he's still out there with his nerves on end trying to figure out how to wake me up and not get a broken arm, or worse, leg. I yawned ridiculously loud, making sure he could hear it from outside the door.
" Oh thank Irene, she's already awake." He sighed. " i'm gonna live to see another day." he walked off.
Now I should actually get up. i put in my lilac and with dress with my lilac and daisy flower crown.
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(this dress but more mid-evil times)
( http://data.whicdn.com/images/89389568/large.jpg that flower crown)
i put on cake flavored lip gloss, and headed out. The boys were still asleep in their room and Zoe was was downstairs cooking breakfast. i heard garroth tell her earlier that i was awake before he had headed out. i could hear her humming a song. A song i had had sung very often when i had run away from the few. i reminded me of them. it reminded me of HIM. after i while i had forgotten about the song because i was busy with being a lord for a while. it was a song we had all made together.
It hurt to hear her hum that song, she didn't know the lyrics but i did, and it hurt sobad.i wanted to run back to my room and cry, but i didn't. i stood there, and put on a smile. i walked down stairs and greeted her.
"good morning zoe, how has your day been so far?" i question simply.
"Oh, good morning lady Aphmau, I've been just fine myself, you?"she responded. i was going to do it.
"I've been alright, may i ask, what was that song you were just singing?" i wanted to be confident it was the song i thought it was.
" You don't remember?" oh no. " you used to hum it all the time when you first came to Phoenix Drop. One day when i had felt really down about having been exiled from the Yggdrasil Forest you had come over to comfort me.you would tell me everything is ok but i wouldn't listen. After a while you gave up and just started humming that song to me. I dont think you had realized but you were crying too. once you were done with that song i was exhausted from crying and you were tiered from trying to comfort me, crying, and humming to me. we had fallen asleep back to back against each other." she told me. i remembered. i was crying because i knew her pain and humming that song reminded of me of them all to well.
" i see, i vaguely remember that. what a night, huh? i'm gonna do my rounds now, i'll see you later, Zoe" i said, walking out the door and waving good bye.
" Of course, I'll see you later m'lady" she waved. i walked at the door and went around The village, saying hi to passing people and giving my opinion on something when it gets asked of me.finally i went up to the statue of Irene and sat down, my feet dangling over the edge of the cliff, water droplets sometimes hitting them. I thought back to this morning.
I knew her pain, huh. I thought, at that moment, I knew her pain. What a joke. if i really wanted too, I could go bake to them. Go back to HIM. She couldn't, even if she wanted to, even if she tried. i could, all i would have to do is trust that my friends are all stronger than Loki, and i know they are, so why did i run away. i think back to that time.
*~~Flash back start~~*
i was hunting for dinner at the time. i was in the middle of the forest and i had hoped it was going to be a quick trip so i didn't tell anyone where i was.
suddenly the air a few feet in front of me stared to shimmer a dark green, and there he was.
Loki
"what do you want" i spat. i knew it wasn't going to be good.
" its quite simple really. i want you to leave the Few." i was opening my mouth when he continued." i know, i know, no way, right? well then, let me rephrase what i had just said, leave the Few, or have me force you to watch and i kill all of them very slowly before your very own eyes. Especially Stark's boy, Sly. It would be excruciatingly slow before I. Kill. You." he said, cutting me off.
"FINE" i shouted," let me get just a few things, then i'll leave, but you are NOT allowed to touch them while im gone."i said, making him promise.
"Fine, oh and one more thing" oh god, this cant be good" you are allowed to bring one person with you, but not Stark's boy." he had told me, surprising me. I guess he isn't as heartless as i thought." Goodbye, my neice"
"Goodbye" I said walking off, going to the hall. I grabbed a few memorie crystals and some pictures of me and the Few. The person I had brought with me was Castor.
We stood outside the hall and looked back at it. One of my prized possessions, the building I had created. I thought of all the times I had spent in the nether mining, avoiding death, and building. now I was saying goodbye, once and for-all. I thought of the memories with the Few, and I cried. I silently stood there and sobbed, with castor at my side. I was going to take him away from our friends for a very long time. I looked at him and looked back.
"This is it," I whispered, more to myself than to him, " There is no turning back from here. What have I done." I said last part very quietly to myself but he still heard me.
" You're right, there is no turning back now" he turned away from the Hall" but this is not your fault. you didn't have a choice, and it was my decision to go with you." he told me. I turned around as well.
"You're right, lets go." I said, and I Ran Away. that was the day I had left the Few, and there wasn't a day that went by that i didn't miss and think about them.
*~~Flash back End~~*
"C-castor" I whispered, looking out across the sea from the cliff. I had made up my mind. I am going to see Castor tomorrow. We'er going back.
