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We all went to eat frozen yogurt and after we all went to the mall and I got new wheels for my board thanks to Mikey. We all made our way home.

I open the door and see Ethan sitting on the staircase looking down. There wasn't a single scratch on his face. I didn't even acknowledge him. I went to the kitchen and tried to pretend to do something. So, I started washing dishes.

"Look, i'm sorry about tonight-" I gave him the chance to leave. He didn't take it so now he's here in the kitchen trying to apologize?

"Sorry? Sorry that you hit me or sorry that you ruined the movie for all of us?" I asked turning around.

"Both," he muttered as he took a few steps forward. I leaned against the sink.

"Ethan, you legit beat up your bestfriend for a girl who probably cheats on you all the time," he furrowed his brows at my words. "Who knows... maybe she has side dicks to come to her and screw her meanwhile you're over here-"

"Don't even say that," he said looking at me. I crossed my arms and rolled my eyes.

"I could be telling you the truth. I'm telling you now so you won't be wasting your time on Beth and get your heart broken like it did," I dropped my hands and sighed, running fingers through my hair.

"Shut up, you're just mad because I haven't talked to you ever since we had fucked, but guess what get over it, no? I don't like you that way. Did you see that I didn't even have to come to you?" What the fuck is his problem, bro? He can't be serious. Please tell me he's just joking.

I jerked my head back as my brows furrowed. I don't know if I should be sad or mad.  "What?" I breathed. "You do things to me that make me feel wanted by you and then you go ahead and tell me this shit? I'm not some fucking toy you get to play with whenever you want! I'm a human being," my heart is slowly shattering, can you hear it?

A tear rolled down my cheek- fuck momma ain't raise no bitch. Quickly I wiped the tear and grabbed my bag from the island and headed upstairs.

Ethan's POV

I went to the couch and threw myself on it making it move a little. "I'm sorry Dia I truly am," I mumbled, staring at the ceiling. I checked my phone to see that Aaron was calling me.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Ethan look what happened today was a mistake and we're sorry if we offended you in anyway or even Beth. I just wanted to apologize because I know Cameron isn't gonna call," Aaron sighed on the other side of the line. Of course Cameron wouldn't call me.

"Aaron I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap on Cameron like that. Look, it's just things right now are really complicated with me. I would say that I'm kinda the problem," I rubbed my eyes with my left hand and just stayed silent.

"Like what?" Aaron's voice came back making me close my eyes. All I can think about is her, but why? God damn man, these fucking feelings.

"I think I like Dia, Aaron. I don't know how to tell her I literally hit her today and then I just practically admitted to her that the sex we had was a mistake," I lowered my voice as I opened my eyes.

"Whoa, whoa Ethan hold up you had sex with her? When the fuck was this? Why didn't you even tell us??"

"Yes, yes I did and I don't regret it to be honest. It's quite better than i've had. Nothing to nasty, but she's also not all innocent and vanilla. She has a bit of knowledge in that region," I shrugged and smiled thinking back at yesterday's nights occurrence.

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