July 9th
Well I've came a long way since 7th grade. I'm now an 8th grader going into my freshman year. I've been through so much in 8th grade. You could say I've lost sight of love. My problems have been building and my inner feelings have been withheld for a special person because I was afraid. If there's anything you need you need to do to get somewhere with the person you love is be straight forward, but also a bit cautious. I've always seen love as something different, or so to say someone. I've kept my eyes on a person and poured my feelings into her, but to no avail. I try to tell myself press forward, move on, but I can't. Every time it's someone new its more hurt. The pain most of the time is unbearable. I just want to see her again even if she doesn't feel the same. And as for the other person I've mentioned that I had feelings for in 7th grade... The same problem... I was afraid as to what she would have said so I ignored my feelings and now I won't see her anymore. What hurt more was that she was in my homeroom both years. But oh well, a story for tomorrow.
