Empty; a collection of original poems

So sick

I'm so sick of trying

To impress everyone around me

I feel like a performer

On a stage

And the whole world

Is watching me

Just waiting for me

To make a mistake

Maybe i'll forget a line

Or just forget everything

But either way will end up the same

With me so sick

Of trying

So sick that i feel like

I would be better off

Not trying at all

I tell myself "next time will be better,

Next time will be different"

But it never is

Although tonight

Tonight will be different

Tonight i will stop trying

Tonight i won't have to feel

So sick