Pills of illusion

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When I was me, 
I saw grey and death.
I saw depression and starvation.
I saw greed and murder.
But now I see illusion.

I'm sleeping awake, 
I dream with my eyes open. 
I scream with my mouth shut.
I'm calm yet I am panicking.
All because of this illusion .

I am happy when I am sad, 
but Im never sad.
Summer fades into oblivion
but I wont miss its warmth
in this illusion. 

I'm waving a final goodbye
I'm saying hello to a girl with no face
I'm swimming in blood, 
I'm dancing on glass. 
all because of this illusion .

On the inside looking out
at myself. 
I wave but she cry's
and I don't know why,
Or do I? 

I thought she'd leave,
I thought she'd fade away,
but she's always in the corner
always screaming something
I can't hear. 

I guess theres always reality
within illusion,
theres always blood beneath our feet,
theres always greed behind closed doors,
and death in the corner of our eyes. 

When I was me, 
I hid behind a mask of illusion,
seeking no help,
until the choice was made for me,
I am the illusion.


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