Suicide and recovery

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WARNING: MENTIONS SUICIDE

Alex felt a tear roll down his face as he pulled the trigger on his dad's gun.
Blood splattered on the wall as Alex fell onto his bed.
Alex couldn't move he only could look around with his eyes.
After a while Alex he heard the front door close.
He heard his dad come up to his room and when his dad saw him like this he quickly grabbed his phone and dialed 911 and kept reassuring Alex that the ambulance was on its way.
Then the ambulance arrived.
Alex closed his eyes and saw Justin holding out his hand.
Alex grabbed it and they both calmly walked on the grass.
Justin then kissed Alex and kept telling him how much he loved him and that they were always gonna be together.
"So Alex please live for me and our relationship"

Justin's situation
Hannah woke up and read the text that Alex had texted her.
"Alex, why are you saying this? Is everything fine?"
She got a reply from Alex's dad saying that Alex was in the hospital because he tried to commit suicide.
Hannah started crying and texted Alex's dad that she was gonna go visit him.
Hannah then violently shook Justin so that he would wake up.
"Hannah, what the fuck? Can't you see I'm trying to sleep"
Justin complained.
"Justin please wake up Alex just shot himself in the head last night. Please he needs us more than ever"
Justin felt his heart shatter into pieces. He then started crying and yelling. Hannah tried to calm him down but it didn't work.
Justin quickly got up and sprinted out of Hannah's room telling her he was gonna run to Alex.
Hannah tried to stop him but it was too late.
Justin quickly arrived at the hospital and asked the nurse at the front office if he could visit Alex Standall.
He thanked her and went to Alex's room. Justin then saw Alex's dad sitting there with a worried look on his face and Alex's mom crying uncontrollably.
"M-mr. Standall can I go i-inside to see A-Alex?"
Mr. Standalls expression went from worried to looking angry.
"No, of course, you can't you're a fag and you're the reason why my son is also a fag. Maybe you're even the reason why he tried to kill himself"
Justin felt his anger boil up.
Justin pushed Mr. Standall back and yelled,
"Hey maybe if you didn't beat the shit out of your son or maybe if you weren't a homophobic piece of fucking shit you know just fucking maybe your son would be able to open up to you about fucking getting raped and bullied at school thanks to Bryce and Jessica but no all you care about is your own fucking self and nobody else. Maybe you're one of the fucking reasons why he tried to fucking kill himself because I sure ain't because I loved your son with all my fucking heart and now my safe space and the love of my fucking life is probably gonna be gone thanks to you!!!"
Justin felt tears run down his face.
Mrs. Standall then got up and slapped Mr. Standall in the face and then walked to Justin and hugged him.
Justin was caught by surprise since his own mother never cared for him.
He broke down on Mrs. Standall's shoulder who kept whispering in his ear that it was gonna be alright.
Hannah and Zach showed up.
Justin turned to look at them and explained the situation to them.
Mrs. Standall kept rubbing Justin's back to calm him down.
Zach and Hannah went in first so Justin could prepare himself.
Mr. Standall then walked over to Justin and was about to hit him but Mrs. Standall stopped him and yelled,
"If you lay a hand on this boy I swear God you better sleep with one eye open because I sure as fuck won't hesitate to do something to you in your sleep."
Mr. Standall slowly headed for the elevator.
Hannah and Zach then came from the room and sat down next to Mrs. Standall as Justin got ready to see Alex.
Justin stood outside the door hesitating whether he should enter or leave.
Finally, he turned the doorknob.
He went inside the room and sat down on the chair next to Alex's bed.
He looked up and saw that Alex's hair had blood in some spots.
He then reached for Alex's hand which was colder than usual.
He broke down and started saying how much he loved Alex and that he really needed to open his eyes and that he would do anything to protect him from now on.
Justin couldn't stop crying.
"You cry b-baby"
Justin heard someone say.
"Alex?"
He looked up and saw how Alex's eyes were open and that he was trying to smile.
"Alex!!!"
Justin yelled as he wiped off his tears.
Mrs. Standall, Hannah, Zach, and a nurse must've heard because they all came rushing into the room.
Then they did some tests on Alex to make sure there wasn't gonna be any after-effects.
Luckily there wasn't.
Then it was Justin and Alex alone in the room again.
Justin wouldn't let go of Alex's hand and he wouldn't stop kissing it which made Alex blush and Justin found it super cute. But then everything got serious when Justin asked,
"Why'd you do it?"
Alex was hoping Justin wouldn't ask that because it made him feel like shit.

That's it for this chapter

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