Best friends, or more?

Promise Me

Fynn's P.O.V.


Last night Kana seen my scars and cuts, I do it on my ribs because it's always the last place people would expect you to cut. He's still asleep, but I kinda don't want him to wake up because he said we'd have to talk more about my cuts when he did. I can honestly say that this is the only time since I've met Kana that I didn't want to talk to him. I sat up and faced the wall. What am I going to tell him? How can I explain without losing him? I turned around to see Kana reach for his phone when he noticed me.

Kana- How'd you sleep?
Fynn- Barley did, couldn't shut my mind off. How about you?
Kana- I kept waking up, but I slept
Fynn- I'm sorry I lied to you
Kana- That's not what upset me, it's how I found out

Kana picked up his phone then left the room. I wanted to go after him, tell him why I lied, but I figured we both needed time.

I heard Kana downstairs talking to my mom about my arm. At first I worry that he's going to tell me mom about my cuts then I realise that he wouldn't unless it got worse, right? I decided to get changed until I remembered that I needed Kana to help with my binder. God I hate my arm! I wish I could at least get dressed by myself. I know Kana doesn't mind helping, but I just don't want to bug him especially after his discovery. I guess I'l wait till mom leaves to go down.

Time Skip



I quietly sneak down the stairs hoping Kana doesn't hear.


Kana- Fynn... Fynn?
Fynn- *sighs* Are you mad?
Kana- Upset doesn't mean mad, so no, I'm worried about you.
Fynn- You don't need to be.
Kana- What hapened for you to start cutting?
Fynn- ...


I consider lying, but that's why this conversation, because I lied. I don't want him to not trust me, so I spill.

Fynn- When I came out and started to transition my parents kept saying that it's a mental illness, while my mom has turned around and supports me fully, my dad left us because of me. On top of that school turned into hell; being pushed into the girls bathroom, getting beat up, being called "tranny", and none of the teachers did anything to stop it, they didn't care. I had no friends so my blade became my friend. I only met Mira when I changed schools halfway through last year. And now I met you, but I'm scared that you'll leave, I'm scared she'll leave, I'm scared that my mom will leave.
Kana- I can tell you that I won't leave.
Fynn- Promise me?
Kana- Promise, and Fynn,
Fynn- Yes Kana,
Kana- I love you too