Bound

Chapter 11

i know that it has been a long time since i last updated and it will probably be while again, but i just want you guys to know that i never abandon a story and i never will. enjoy. 

Titania

There is someone new moving into town. I don't know a lot about the time, but the town is pretty far away from civilization and according to the people in the town that I have spoken to, they didn't get a lot of new people moving in. the man was apparently a reclusive author that was looking for somewhere to write in quiet. The man wasn't here yet though, just the movers bringing his things to the town. He bought the house behind ours, just on the other side of the forest in our back garden. Dimitri has been apprehensive since I told him about it and that in turn made me apprehensive.

It has been just under two months since we moved into town and I met Dimitri and in that time only the bare minimum as changed between us. Since the last kiss on my bed, we haven't kissed like that again. Oh, there have been other kinds of kisses, the possessive kind of kisses that left me feeling dizzy and listless. The seductive kind of kisses that me even more susceptible to his advances and the kisses that he steals at night as I'm trying to get some sleep.

I haven't asked him any more questions about himself either, but I have now become well versed in reading his expression. Even the ones that he tries to hide. I know that since I asked him about it just under a month ago, he has remembered a few things. He gets that far-way look on his face more often and sometimes when he looks at me, I feel like he is looking through me. But still I don't ask him about it. Besides, we are not that close, we do not have any kind of relationship. Well any kind of substantial meaningful relationship. The only kind of relationship we have is the one where he take advantage of my body an di do nothing about it. besides, if he wanted me to know about it, about him, he would tell me.

As for me, I haven't had any more dreams of Hanna. None anyway that I have had no control of my body like last time. Although, a tiny part of me is somewhat hoping that I will have more. No matter how much I try to talk myself out of it, I want to know more about Hanna. I want to know more about the person who Dimitri was apparently in love with but could not remember. To top it off, thing have started to become familiar to me. I walk past a section of the house and a certain nostalgic feeling hits me and I feel like I should know something, remember something, feeling something. Sometimes, I have the urge to do something but I can never remember what that thing is. I find myself wandering the house, listlessly searching for something that I know should be there but isn't. it was getting to the point that my parents were looking at me strangely. My mom has taken to coming into my room at night and asking me if I was okay. Even my dad that is so dense, he doesn't notice anything noticed.

Dimitri has taken to talking to me at night. But not actually talking to me, just my sleeping self. He usually starts talking just as I am sleepy enough not to make up for anything but can still register any sound that is made close to me in the conscious world. I did try asking him what he talks to me about, but he always manages to distract me with sexual harassment. Talking of sexual harassment, despite all the things, we have done, we haven't had actual penetrative sex. If asked I would never admit it but, I have been thinking about it quite a bit. why wouldn't he even try, not that I want him inside of me, but he hasn't even given any indication that he wanted to be inside me.

"What are you thinking so hard about?" the question startled me out of my musings. Dimitri was sitting behind me on the bed, his long, muscular arms wrapped around my midsection. Looking around, the sun has already started to set and my homework was still laid out in front of me, untouched. "Memphis?" a light kiss was dropped at the base of my neck, and out of habit, my head tilted to the side giving him more access. Curse my traitorous body.