Dear Wattpad,
my love of my life and I will not stop fighting. I don't know why this is happening. Is it because I spoil her? Is it my soul that cares too much? I have tried to fight this sadness and depression in my life for a very long time. I have had to mend this broken heart of mine many times. Now, this is the only way I can get my feelings out without hurting someone I love in the process. No, I am not afraid to die...I am afraid of living my life like this. She is the only reason why I am still on this reached, torn apart world still. I love her too much to let her go like that. Without her...I am nothing. I wish that we would just get along more. I know she has been through Hell and back throughout her life. I know of her abusive mother and the pain that was bestowed on her all those years ago. If only I could tell her about my life before I met her. I had suicidal thoughts. I cried myself to sleep. I had panic attacks and voices in my head that told me I was not worth it. Babe, if you are reading this I am sorry of the way you were treated and how I always argue back. I would be happy if you forgive me. I still wanna be able to kiss you passionately on the lips. I love you with all my heart. You don't need to cut to show your pain and suffering. I am still here, I will mend your broken heart and wounds. Ever since we met my life has got happier. I have been able to avoid the hallucinations, voices, and most of my twitch attacks I get when I panic. This is to show my love to you even through my suffering.
Sincerely,
crazedanimetroll
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Sadness and Depression
De TodoMy way of vent and my way to speak things I don't like saying.
