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Capabilities ( A Short Morning Thought)

This morning, I felt something different. It was this great day full of complications. Sometimes, I begin to think if all of this was a dream. I don't know where to start in life, and things just keep on going wrong. I love so many people in this world, and I know they love me too. Even with all these feelings rushing up to my brain, I cannot help but think that life is suddenly changing. It feels as if I am entering a new beginning, a new journey. I meet new people and problems everyday in a time like this. Even when I have begun a clean slate to start up my life anew, big black boulders are constantly thrown at me everywhere like an avalanche rapidly running after me. My grades keep on failing, and the tests are getting harder. I know I am capable of catching up, but it just does not go as well as normal as it should be. In my small imaginative world, I see darkness trying to consume me. The world tries to bring me down. All the objects in my life either try to make or break my future. My innate intelligences are slowly fading away. In a way, I feel so left out in this world as everyone reaches for the pinnacle while my body and mind are falling to the ground as the wind's force supports me. An epiphany comes to my life. I realize that so many people are trying to get me back up through their verbal encouragements. I realize I need to work harder. I realize that the One is trying to give me all these signals to reach above my limits. I need that extra mile. With all the friends and family I have, I just know I cannot fail them. I fold my hands and prepare for a prayer as I thank Him for waking me up once more to continue. I get up from my bed, go outside, and strive to reach for what is possible to reach, with His power and guidance.

7-11-17