Him and only Him

Chapter 4

As I was falling apart in his arms, he turned me around and pushed me against the wall. One had next on the wall next to my head, his lips were around my nipples and his other was busy with my pussy. His index was inside of me while his thumb was slowly flirting with my clit. He brought his head closer to my head and sucked on my ear lobe while excitingly humming. He then whispered in my ears and the sound of his voice made my entire body shiver. "Tell me whats going on?" he said with a groan. I didn't want to talk about my problems with him.

He was very optimistic about knowing what was wrong with me. He kept on teasing me but never letting me come. "If you tell what's wrong all let you come Amy! " I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of using me to get what he wants.

After a second or two, his index finger was pushing inside me pumping and driving me crazy. "tell me" he said in a sensual suave way in my ears. I couldn't take it anymore my body was shivering, and I was at a point where I couldn't hold it anymore. I was about to the tip of my orgasm, when he pulled his fingers out, I started crying and begged him to keep going. He tossed the wet hair behind my ear, bringing his face to my neck. I was panting his name over and over again.

"you're so needy ... I'm asking you one and only question... What's wrong between you and her?" he was sucking on my ear and teasing my tits. I couldn't take it anymore, I just needed the release. It was enraging me, he had to let me come. "Okay...." I yelled. I was panting and moaning. "She thinks I love you"

His finger pushed inside of me and thrusted me until I was screaming his name on top of my lungs. My body was weak, quivering under his hands, my breath was coming in pants. He was holding me tight to his chest, waiting for me to come back to my senses.

I could still feel his dick hard on my abdomen, if only I had a little bit of strength it would be a matter of second and he would be inside of me again.

When I finally gathered myself, I tried to stand straight but he wouldn't let go of me. I looked at him, and something in his greenish blueish eyes had change. He didn't have the harsh look anymore, the tension that used too always be there after our hard s*x had left.

I couldn't describe what was happening, but I could tell something was different.

I managed to get my hand on his shoulders, without a word I brought my hand to his cheek and in a matter of a split second everything changed. He unleashed me of his arms, opened the door and stepped out of the shower, without a look back at me.

I didn't want to bother or use another second of my life, to try and decipher the stubborn man he is.

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Two weeks had pass and Rebecca and I hadn't spoken yet. My day to day life didn't change. Except that Alex and I started to see each other less and less. I felt like he was pushing me away even more than before the awkward shower s*x we had the other day.

Thursday

Today was Thursday and I was determined to leave work early and go to Rebecca's and maybe talk everything out with her.

As I was standing in front of her front door, I froze. I didn't know what to tell her. Or at least I knew I wasn't about to tell her what she had been waiting for me to tell her. I gathered all my courage and knocked on her door. When she opened the door she looked at me, sighed and waited for me to say something. The worst was, she was purposefully doing it this so that I could admit that I was in the wrong. She's my best friend and she knows every single little thing about me. Including my communication problems. " I'm sorry... Please... Forgive me. You're the only person I have, and I need you. Please. " as I begged her with my puppy eyes.

She was standing in the door frame without saying a word. I was starting to think that she didn't want to talk to me, like never. So, I finally took the decision, to turn around, but she stopped me halfway down the stairs. I turned around and there was a big smile on her face. I ran up the stairs and hugged her, we sat on her couch and talked about everything and nothing. I tried to avoid it, but I don't think it went well.

"So, you and Alex are over!" I didn't want to disappoint her, I know I should stop this. But I don't have time to look for a boyfriend and I need something to release the tension. She was waiting for me to answer. "Yeah... Totally. He's not worth it!" I said trying to use the lease sarcastic voice I could.

She was happy to hear what I just said. "I'm glad you did it. You're better off without him." She said.

We sat on the couch  talking till 11. I left her house and went to mine two doors down.

Friday

I just woke up to leave for work. I decided that today was the day that I would try to say no to Alex. And that didn't go well, because I left to work 10 minutes late.

When I arrived at work, I went straight to my office and going through my list of what I had to do for the day.

Someone knocked on my door. "Come in" the door opened, and Rose peeked her head between the door. "it's 12:30, are you coming to lunch with me or not?" I looked at the pile of work on my desk and there weren't as much, I had time to grab lunch. I nodded to her and asked her to meet me at the elevators.

Rose and I left the building to go across the street. As we began walking across the street there he was again with his Hot chick by his side AGAIN. Rose looked at me and back to the scene in front of us.

That was the defining moment, that made me finally over all this shit in my life. I couldn't take it anymore. Rose grabbed my arms and pulled me into the Restaurant.

We were both sitting and eating when my phone began vibrating on the table. I looked at the caller ID: Alex. Rose looked at me and asked, " Who is it? ". Why was he even calling me, since when does he call me during the day, what does he want from me again? All these questions were going around in my head. The phone stopped vibrating. "it was only a friend!" I answered Rose.

Rose was telling me how she might have found someone that cared about her. I thought to myself, if everybody including Rose can find a decent man out there in this era, I don't see why I couldn't find anybody.

«Bzzz, bzzz... Bzzz, Bzzz», my phone was vibrating again.

I looked at the caller ID: Alex, again. What the fuck was that all about. I looked at Rose and sent the call to voice mail. To make sure he wouldn't bother me again I shoved my phone into my purse. While Rose was talking about that guy she met, my purse began to vibrate for the third time in a row. Rose looked at me and had this weird smile on her face. "Why is Alex calling you this much? " I looked at her and couldn't believe it. How did she know, I thought I hid my phone well enough? "How did you know?" I said in a questionable voice. "Well you know the other day Mr. Marsh came to your office and he didn't seem quite happy before entering your office. Then 20 min later he gets out and there was a huge smile plastered on his face. So, I just did one plus one equal two in my head. " she said.

I looked around us and back to my phone, who was ringing AGAIN for the fourth time in 10 minutes. "Is it that obvious that there something between us?" I said. She started laughing. "No, it isn't ... but I would just be careful around the office. But instead of refusing the call why don't you answer... He's calling you again! "

She was right the dame phone was ringing again and it was still him. I excused myself and left the table to speak with him. "WHAT! ... This better be important? " I yelled. I waited for him to respond. "You saw ... Didn't you? That's why you're not answering my calls." I sighed he still didn't understand why after all this time. "No Alex, that is not the reason. How do you want me to believe you're not fucking around with this girl? So here it is we can't go around hiding like this - " he stopped me and started to get mad. "trust me Amy... I'm not fucking this girl. How about you come to my office we'll talk about it. All be waiting for you around one o'clock. see you later" he said and hung up on me without letting me finish my sentence.

I was walking back to our table and I just didn't understand what had just happen between Alexander I.