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Oneshot #2, Your first breakup (Winchester!Sister)

topic: first breakup, age 15

"Ok... goodbye, Liam," you pressed 'end call' as a single tear slid down your red cheek. You had just gotten off the phone with your longtime boyfriend who said he thought it was best if you stopped seeing each other. You thought of Liam as your best friend, so losing him was like losing a part of yourself. 

You desperately wanted to go into your big brothers' rooms and just hug them forever, but you knew they would go after Liam. You decided to pray to Cas so he could teleport you to the one person you knew wouldn't leak your secrets.

Cas? It's me, Y/N. I was just wondering if-- Your thoughts were interrupted by a fluttering of wings behind you.

"Y/N? Are you crying," Cas asked. You wiped your tears away with the back of your hand and looked up at him. "...Yeah, but I'm fine, I'll tell you everything later," you responded calmly. 

"Ok, what can I do for you, Y/N?" He asked with a slight smile. "Um, Cas, I wondering if you could teleport me to Crowley's mansion... so I can talk to Rowena," you responded and looked down at his shoes. 

"I do not think Sam and Dean would be too happy with that, but if I may ask, why do you want to talk with Rowena?" he asked. "Well, you know, I don't have a mom--or any other female around to talk to... so she's kinda my only option. And she also listens to me and doesn't ask a lot of questions like you guys do," I replied and sighed with frustration. "I just-I wish my mom wasn't dead so I could have someone to talk to who understands me."

Cas sighed and peered out my bedroom door, which was right across from Dean and Sam's rooms. "Ok," he nodded in understanding and walked over to me. "You are not alone, Y/N," and with that, I found myself standing next to Crowley, who was calmly sitting on his throne. 

Crowley looked over to his side where I was standing and had to do a double-take. "Y/N? Where did you come from?" he asked, confused. "Crowley," I said and smiled. "Cas teleported me here. Is Rowena around?". He pointed to a table full of spellbooks. "Is everything alright, dear? You only stop by when something's wrong," he asked, a slight hint of worry in his voice. "Yeah... I'm ok, I just need to talk is all," I replied, sniffling. "Alright, well, I'll give you two some privacy I suppose," and he snapped his fingers, poofing away. 

"Y/N! What can I do for you?" Rowena turned away from her magic and walked over to me, pulling me into a hug. I hugged back, slowly sinking deeper into her embrace. "I need to ask you something personal, ok? and you can't tell anyone I was here," I finally said. "Of course, darling, is everything alright?" she asked and walked me over to the table. I looked down at my hands and sighed, "I-I...my boyfriend broke up with me," I blurted out, "and I don't know how to... function without him," I let a few tears fall from my broken Y/E/C eyes and looked up at her. "What do I do?" I asked desperately, "I just want to forget he ever existed, but every time I try to, his face just keeps popping up in my mind, smiling, telling me he loves me, but then the face changes, and says it's over." I cross my arms and put them over my stomach, lurching over my knees.

"Sweetheart," I felt her hand lift up my chin and her eyes look directly into mine. "Don't let a boy have this much control over your heart, especially one who doesn't share your feelings. Ignore the voices in your head, listen to yourself. If you decide you're going to move on, push all of those memories of him out of the way. Some boy does not get to be more important than yourself," she concluded. "But it hurts," I couldn't control my emotions anymore, "it hurts so much," more tears flowed. "It will, darling, it will for a while. But soon, it will start to hurt less and less. And one day, it will stop hurting all together," Rowena said and took up my hands in hers. "It will be ok, Y/N, I promise. Did you tell your brothers anything yet?" she asked. I sniffled and sighed, "not yet, but I will when I go back to the bunker. I just needed to talk about it first."

Crowley walked back in.

"Sorry, ladies, I hate to break up the moment but Castiel keeps calling me asking if you're done," he said. 

I sighed and stood up, "time for me to go I guess." "Don't be a stranger, Y/N, come visit once in a while," he smiled and raised his hand up ready to snap, but before he could, I said "wait!" and ran up to Rowena, hugging her. "Thanks," I said and moved over to Crowley, giving him a hug too. "Tell the Moose I said hi," Crowley said. And within a second, I was back in the bunker.

"Dean, Sam, Cas!" I said shouted, running to where they were all seated, lore books stacked around them. 

"Hey, Y/N, where were you?" Dean asked. "I was with Rowena, I just needed to talk with her for a little bit," I answered. "Rowena? What were you talking about?" Sam asked, confused. 

"Well... Liam broke up with me... so I just needed to talk to someone who wasn't a boy for a change," I said and looked down. 

"Y/N, you know you can always talk with us, no matter the subject, right?" Cas asked, worriedly. "Yeah, I know, guys, but sometimes I need to talk to a girl, ya know?" I said. 

"I get it. I used to wish I had a normal dad to talk to. But you can always come to us, Y/N, I promise." Dean said and put an arm around my shoulder. "Awwww, group hug!" Sam shouted and squeezed Cas and Dean in closer. I giggled and said, "I love you guys."

Dean, Sam and Cas all said at the same time, "we love you too, Y/N."

1042 words, double the size of the last oneshot! I really like the idea of Rowena being that female figure the character can go to talk about things a mother and daughter would. She and Crowley will most likely be in every oneshot/image/preference I do since they're some of my favorite characters. ;p

-charli <3