Rules of Engagement: BOOK 2 [Tokyo Ghoul: Female!Kaneki x Tsukiyama]

🗣Day 3 of Silence👤

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Shuunshine:
Ken
Today I woke up
And I was thinking about
The way you make jokes without laughing at them
Like they're puzzles for me to figure out
But that's only when you want to be funny
Which you don't really want to do anymore
And then I wondered
If you stopped being happy just because I'm here?
Am I the reason why you don't make jokes?
Did you think that knowing your story would make me dislike you?
Or did you see me as a burden, the one person who knows everything? That I'm a liability to your safety?
I haven't told a soul, Ken
I don't have anyone to tell
You were the one person who I could talk to about this stuff
Ironic I guess
That you're the reason I'm stuck alone again
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Kenyouleavemealone:
Good morning beautiful ;)
I'm kidding.
When you sent me that text
I was really happy
But I couldn't tell you
Because it scared me
...
But I took a picture of it anyway
Sometimes I look at it
To make me happy
But I think I'm going to delete it soon
Because nothing makes me happy anymore
And I don't want to ruin that memory that you gave me
But I think I already ruined all of them
I'm so...
Horrible
Ugly
Stupid
Terrified
Paranoid
Awful
Why did you pick a person like me in the first place?
Nvm
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