"be alright?"

Ariana's past #2

3 months later
I haven't seen my mom in 3 months but I know she's there, I can hear her crying and screaming for help. I have never felt so hopeless. Things with me and my dad got worse, now he starves me, abuses me by slitting my wrists every time I do something "wrong". But I should not be complaining because he gave me enough freedom to walk around the house except the 3rd floor his exact words were "if you step a little toe on the staircase to the 3rd floor I'll slit your throat, GOT IT" I honestly don't even want to go up there, all you hear is loud music and my dad brings girls up there all the time. I heard a loud bang to snap me out of my trance. I walked to the 2nd floor bathroom where the sound came from, I walked in "NO, NO, NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING AGAIN?!" I said as soon is I saw my mom with slits down her wrists vertically while she sat in the bathtub. The first thing my mind went to was suicide, did my mom want to kill herself? It couldn't have been my dad he's been up on the 3rd floor the whole time. I ran as fast as I could and called the police. As soon as the police came my dad came running down stairs and told me to hide, me not thinking straight I ran and hide under my bed listening to the conversation "HELP MY WIFE TRIED TO KILL HERSELF" and all of a sudden a whole swarm of paramedics came in a took her to the hospital.
2 hours later
I'm still in my bedroom thinking when I heard the phone ringing so I went down to go answer it. Right before I could get my dad pushed me and got to the phone first, his voice sounded so sad yet he was smiling untill he told me why someone called. "Oh, Ariana" he said dragging out the last a "your mom is....well in a coma that she has a 98% chance where she's not going to wake up" he said so happily it made me want to throw up. My dad was slowly walking up the stairs and stopped to say "oh yeah she also has terminal bone cancer" he said in the happiest voice you can ever imagine. "how can a person be so heartless" i mumbled under my breathe.
(Sorry for all the time skips😬)
2 months later
I've been getting weaker and weaker everyday, i was practically skin and bones, while my dad kept getting fatter and fatter. How can someone enjoy watching there family slowly die infront them? I thought, but I quickly got out of my thoughts when I hear a car door shut and then laughter. Then I realized that's my moms laugh, I tried running to the door but my dad caught me by the collar of my shirt and putting a gun up to my head, for a second I was sad but then I realized if he pulled the trigger I wouldn't be in pain anymore. But my feelings dropped when I saw my mom all happy and healthy walk threw the front door. My dad puts the gun closer to my head the last thing I remember was running upstairs and seeing total blackness......
I wake up when I hear a a giant BANG I get up slowly when I realize I was soaking wet, once I got rid of my blurry vision I looked around and saw my mom laying lifeless on the bathroom tile with a bullet threw her head. I stand up noticing that I wasn't in my blood it was my moms, I look up at the door way and see black, cold heartless eyes that felt like they were looking straight into my soul they were my dads. I get on my feet and start running after him until he runs on the 3rd floor I walk up there and instantly get hit with the smell of drugs and beer. I quickly noticed that there was no sound in the house and that there were 6 doors, I go threw the closes 5 until I reach the last door, I think to myself that this could be my last breath I take the door knob could be the last thing I touch. I slowly turn the door handle when I open the door I see my dad hanging on the ceiling fan by a noose, then the last thing I saw were red and blue flashing lights

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Always remember "love is pain"
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