Undercover

What's happening?

Kensi's POV
Deeks is still in his undercover op and it's driving me crazy... it's been 3 months and Hetty refuses to give me any kind of informations about the op...
"Hey, Kens, are you ok?" Callen asked with a concerned look.
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine..."
I'm really lucky that only Deeks knows what "being fine" actually means, because, right now, I would be hearing Callen...
"Ok, but if you need anything, I'm here for you!"
"Thank you Callen!"
"Guys, you need to see this!"
"What happened?" I said entering the Ops Center. I was really concerned because the last case we had was really complicated to cool it down, so I just hope that everything is under control.
"Ms. Blye, I need you at your professional best, ok?"
"Ok, but why wouldn't I be?"
"Because this is going to get very personal for each one of you, but, especially, for you, Ms. Blye."
I didn't get it... What the hell was Hetty talking about? Well, I was about to find out...
No one's POV
"Hello, Lt. Bates!"
"Hello Hetty! Hello agents!"
"Alright, enough with bullshit! What the hell happened? Does it have something to do with Deeks?"
"Yes... Unfortunately, it does, Ms. Blye."
Right now, Kensi was holding her tears, her pocker face was intact and she avoided looking at anyone faces.
Sam's POV
I hate seeing Kensi like this... I know she's trying to keep her face straight, but I know her too well to let this go...
"Kens, can I talk to you... outside?"
"Sure."
We walked out of OPS and we headed to the gym, she was leading the way and I have no idea why she was heading there, but...
"Alright, what is it Sam?"
"That's my line... How are you feeling? I know it's hard, so you can talk to me..."
I wasn't sure if she was going to open up to me, but I had to try... I care about her...
"When you love someone, you are never sure if you are going to have them waiting for you in the aisle... and when that someone is a detective, it doesn't help a little bit."
"I know the feeling... when me and Michelle met each other we knew it wasn't going to be any easy to start a family, and it wasn't... So, if you and Deeks are thinking of that, just know that it's not going to be easy..."
"I know, but I love him and I don't even know if I will have the chance to say him what you are saying to me..."
Now Kensi was crying, and she never cries... I just hugged her, because I don't actually know what to say.
After a few more moments, Kensi stopped crying and got out of our embrace.
"Ok, I think I should stop crying..."
"If you have to do it, then do it... don't let others stop you from doing that!"
"I won't"
Kensi's POV
Me and Sam were heading to the OPS Center after a long time of crying.
"Ms. Blye, how are you feeling?"
"Well, I could be better..."
I said while I was getting in the OPS with Sam, who laid a hand on my shoulder and said:
"Go easy, Kens... Okay, so, what do we need to know about Deeks?"
"I just know that something went wrong at the operation with Mr. Deeks. I'm not much involved on that, Mr. Hanna."
"That's actually funny, because you told Deeks that he couldn't "get rid" of the operation because of it being a colaboration with NCIS..." I said completely in disbelief.
"And it is, Ms. Blye, I just don't know much about it."
"Whatever, just tell me how are we going to know what happened?"
"Lt. Bates is going to call us in a few moments, so we just have to wait a li-"
Hetty was interrupted with a phone ringing.
"Finally!" I was really desperate at this point.
"Hello, agents. How are you?"
"Lieutenant don't act like that, just tell us what we need to know, please." I was kind of angry because no one wanted to tell us what was happening and it was driving me nuts.
"Right, okay, so, Deeks' mission was to kill a guy known as "Blue Marine". That guy did a lot of work as an "Internet Pirate", so he basically stole a lot of stuff from "ATec", that, for those who don't know, is a movies and TV shows program. He started steeling stuff from NASA and Pentagon, that's why he went to Afghanistan, to run away from the truth. Me and Henrietta thought that Deeks was the good person to kill him, so we sent him in. Deeks killed the man, but he was caught in the process... he was kidnapped and probably tortured, that's why we need you to go to Afghanistan and take him back. That's all you need to know right now about the op. There is a flight waiting for you in an hour so don't get late!"
My heart was completely broken... come on, Deeks barely went through the Sidorov's torture, was it really necessary for him to go through something similar!?
"Kens, are you okay?"
"I'm fine, Sam!"
"What did I told you earlier?"
"I know, I know, it's just that... Deeks is a strong guy, he really is, but he barely went through his last torture, now this... it's just too much for him to take in."
"I know, I know that you are right, I know that you are worried, but Deeks needs us at our best, so just put a smile on your face and let's get that ass back in here!"
Sam made me chuckle at that, but he was right! Deeks needs us at our best, so I'll be at my best!
"You're right! Let's do it!"
--------------- A few hours later ---------------
No one's POV
The team had arrived. Afghanistan it is... It didn't bring any good memories, but they needed to do this... for Deeks.
"Guys, we need to start looking for Deeks, let's put the pieces all together so we can know where to start looking."
Sam and Callen shared a look and looked at Kensi as she kept with her theory. (Btw, most of the things you are going to read right now is from what the team was told while they were in the plane, so this is going to be all new...)
"Okay, so, basically Deeks was in here and went to this ally where he was supposed to get a clean shot, right?" Sam and Callen nodded as Kensi kept pointing at some parts in a map.
"What means that he can't be too far from..." she stopped for a moment to think a little bit "here, so let's start going because it's not really close to where we are!"
"Okay, let's do this!" Callen said as he looked between Kensi and Sam.
Callen thought that Kensi is too close to this, so he decided he should talk to Sam about it.
"Hey Sam, can I just give you a word?"
"Yeah... what is it?" Sam asked as turning a little bit far from Kensi.
"Do you think she can do this?"
"I think she will do this... if she is ready or not? I don't know..."
Callen nodded and kept their walking.
------------ A few moments later ------------
No one's POV
The team has arrived to a kind of cave and they heard screams from inside.
"Deeks..." Kensi whispered. "We need to get in there to save him!"
"Yeah, Kens, but first we need to know how many people are in there." Sam said calmly.
"Right..."
Kensi was trying to stay calm because she knew that Deeks was in there, she could here his screams from inside the cave... it was him!
"We gotta go in there! He's suffering!"
"We know, Kensi, but we have to wait a few more minutes-"
"Deeks doesn't have a few more minutes!"
"Kensi, calm down!" Callen yelled "We are going in when we can go in, okay? You have to put your feelings from Deeks behind your back for now!"
There was silent for a few moments until Kensi spoke up.
"I can't do it, I'm sorry..."
Kensi passed through them.
"wukala' alaitihadiat, wa'iisqat al'aslihat alkhasat bik (Federal agents, drop your weapons)" Kensi said as she got into de cave. None of them did how they were told so Kensi shot one of the them while Sam and Callen shot the other three guys.
"Deeks!"
"Ken- Kensi... is that you-u?"
"Yes, Deeks, it's me. Hey, hey, look at me! It's me, it's me, I'm here to get you, okay?"
Deeks nodded with his head while Kensi untied his wrists from behind the chair that Deeks was in.
"Alright, we will help you out, now just go see if you can find something helpful to find out who did this."
"Thank you, Callen! I will, uh, I will look for something suspicious!"
"Okay!"
Callen and Sam helped Deeks to his feet, what wasn't at all easy, so they needed help to get him to the base. While Kensi was looking for something that would help in the investigation, she saw a table with wheels.
"Guys, is this helpful?" Kensi asked as she moved the table to them.
"That's really helpful!" Sam said "Alright, on three. One, two... three!"
Sam said as he and Callen picked Deeks up and putted him in the table.
"Okay, Deeks, we are going to the base, and it's a little bit far from here, but you have to stay awake, okay?"
"Kay..."
"Guys, he can even talk, we have to be fast!"
"Yeah, Kensi, but we don't know if we can be fast... Look, we are going to do our best to get to the base in time, but we can't promise anything..."
"Yeah, I know, but Callen he... he's my everything..."
"I know, Kensi, but I also know that he really wants to stay with you, so he's going to fight!"
"Yeah..."
Callen hugged Kensi and after a few moments they went to talk to Sam, so they could go.
---------------- Two hours later ----------------
No one's POV
The team were in the middle of the way from the base. Kensi was always talking to Deeks about nonsense things and holding his hand; Callen was pushing; Sam was pulling. It was not going to be easy to get there...
"Deeks! Deeks! Deeks, please stay with me... Deeks, can you hear me? Deeks..."
Deeks wasn't responding and it was driving Kensi crazy.
"He isn't responding and his pulse is fading... we need to get help as fast as we can!"
"Kensi, calm down, okay? We're doing our best to get there in time, so just relax a little bit, we're almost there!"
"Okay, Sam, then let's do it fast... I'm sorry, guys, I know I haven't helped much, but I just don't want him to die..."
"Kensi, we know it's complicated, but he's not going to die, okay? We will make it!"
"Thank you, for everything!"
------------------ An hour later ------------------
Kensi's POV
We made to the base a few minutes ago and Deeks' pulse was fading even more as time goes by.
"We need a doctor here!"
"What happened?"
"He was tortured, we don't know what they did to him, we just know that he needs a lot of help."
"Yeah, I can see that, Ms., uh..."
"Blye, Kensi Blye!"
"Okay, Ms. Blye, I will do the best I can to save him, but I can't do much without medical stuff..."
"But you're a doctor, that's gonna have to do..."
"Yes Ms. Blye, I will try!"
"Okay, thank you doc!"
I went to the bathroom and held my knees to my chest as I cried. I love him so much... I can't lose him, I just can't!

A/N: Okay, so, this was a big one, what do u guys think, huh? 2000 words!!! Some of my friends told me to right a bigger chapter, so here it is! Next chapter will be probably about Deeks' recovery, but I'll think about it.
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