my perfect doll

How it will work

i will write this story page by page line by line and chapter by chapter as it is in progress i will upload the story piece by piece until its conclusion this is a short story so there will be few chapters and they will not be long, thanks so much and i would love some feedback on my work.

Chapter 1

For as long as i can remember i was different from all the other kids my age. I was not athletic or artistic, i was only a small boy who enjoyed playing with dolls. I don't know why i was so drawn to the porcelain person? Maybe it was there perfect skin or how there hair fell in perfect curls at there shoulders. All i knew is they seemed to be perfect never sad or mad always happy and delighted that's why i never saw much use in having real friends. This of course worried my mom who spent thousands of dollars on therapy so I would break out of my weird habit as she called it.

The one person who was the most displeased about my hobby was my father. He use to come home late at night barely able to walk in a straight path as he went into the living room. Mom didn't say anything to him or me all she would do is ask me to go play in my room because we didn't want to upset daddy. But there was one night that my father came home later than usual and my mom was in the kitchen. I did something that i knew mom always told me not to do but i wasn't thinking at the time i brought my two dolls downstairs and had them propped up against the couch. By the time i realized that my dad was in the room it was two late to scoop them up and carry them to the safety of my room. My dad furious with the sight snatched up my two dolls throwing them against the wall. I started to whale as i saw their perfect faces and body break into pieces and my dad stomp on them until they didn't even resemble themselves.

That night as i lay in my room i heard my mom and dad downstairs yelling about how it was just a faze and i would outgrow it. That night i knew i needed to hide who I was and what i loved so the next day i walked downstairs and talked to my mom, I asked her and my father if i could join the baseball team. My father smiled with joy looked at my mom and she said that i would be able to try out next week for the tigers

chapter 2

I stayed in a state of this act for years, my mom and dad were just happy that i seemed normal. All I knew was that if i acted normal everyone was happy so i tried to play the tough baseball all American high school student that everyone approved of. while inside i felt as if i was trapped in a cage i could never escape. nothing i did would feel this whole i felt deep inside not even partying.

eventually i decided it was time to date maybe i could find someone who was as pretty as my old porcelain dolls. i wanted he to be slim with light skin rosy cheeks and the beautiful blond hair, i realized after a month of trying and looking through the web there was no one who would ever be just right if only i could make a girl. that when i realized that's what would have to be done there was only one problem who would be my doll and how would i make her perfect without anyone knowing?

chapter 3

it wasn't until after high school i had my own place and my plan to make my doll. all throughout high school I would spend every Friday night at the thrift stores outside of town finding perfect things for my doll. piece by piece i bought a collections of dresses with lace trimmings and sleeves as well as a variety of make up. i looked for red and baby pink lipstick something that wouldn't look over the top or make her look like a stripper.

in the basement of my new home i built a room with light pink walls and hung a variety of flower paintings. for the bedding i decided on pearl white sheets and a light pink quilt, my final touch on this room was a lime green tea set that was spread out on the long white table in the corner i looked over my room smiling at all my hard work that had paid off all that was missing was my doll.

chapter 4

I set a date this upcoming Saturday I would find my doll i spent all week searching online and planning out what i would do. i know I could easily overpower her if it came down to that but i didn't want to hurt her. finally the time came to put my plain into action i drove my car about fifty miles out of town to a small bar there i waited patiently in the parking lot. i sat there for what felt like hours with no luck until the lights of the small bar turned off i started up my car ready to head home with no luck. that's when i saw her walk out she was heading towards a large dumpster with a large trash bag. i turned of my engine as i got out of the car she lifted the bag up in the air attempting to throw it into the large opening. it seemed as if god gave me a sign in that moment because the bag got caught on the edge ripping a large hole in the black bag sending pieces of paper and empty cans flying towards the ground.

i walked up slowly behind her just as i was an arms length away she realized my presence before she had time to react i wrapped my arms around her placing my hand over her mouth to prevent her from screaming. she squirmed trying to free herself from my grasp but i kept a firm hold on her has i pulled her over to my car, I hit the button on my key to pop the trunk and threw her in the back closing it with a swift motion. feeling a sense of satisfaction i drove home stopping at a pizza places on the way to pick up dinner for the two of us we had a lot of catching up to do.

chapter 5