Happily

Chapter 12

I am seriously so sorry for not updating for a while. It won't happen again! I am going to update at least once a week, so that's good... right?(: well hope you enjoy!

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Harry's Pov

I lay in the bedroom that I have been provided with at this extremely fancy hotel. All of the other boys have left me here alone. They asked if I wanted to go shopping with them, but I quickly refused the offer.

I kept on finding myself thinking about the short haired girl who suffers from cancer. Carter.

The thought of her laying in the hospital bed in pain makes me shudder in sadness. I have only seen her for about twenty minutes, but I can tell she is a lovely, humorous girl. I hope that her being invited to the picnic tomorrow will cheer her up a bit.

The picnic is actually a great idea. It's completely strange to think that management would set up something this amazing! Usually we wouldn't be able to do anything like this. They usually say it's too dangerous to be out in public, but we go out there anyway.

The lads and I already chose who we are taking with us. I chose Carter. Zayn chose a 14-year-old boy, named Mark. Louis chose a 16-year-old girl, with the name of Peyton. Niall invited a 15-year-old girl, whose name is Hayden. Lastly, Liam chose an 18-year-old boy whose name is Brendon. We talked about it a few hours before they left the hotel room and we were all excited for one another.

With boredom getting the best of me I pick up my phone and dial the "boss", Paul.

After three rings he finally picks up, "Hey."

"Hey Paul, I have a question." I say to him.

"Alright, Harry. What is it now?" He wonders.

"Can I go to the hospital that we went to yesterday right now? I am extremely bored and I want to hang out with the patients again." I explain.

"Harry, I don't really know... You saw them yesterday and you will see some of them tomorrow. Why do you want to again?"

"I just had fun being able to see them smile and just have a good time."

"I-Alright Harry. I guess. But you have to be back at the hotel before seven. We've got some stuff to go over." He replies.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I say before hanging up.

Two minutes later I sit in my car heading towards the Cancer Hospital. Music plays through the speakers, while I sing along. I don't even know why I wanted to come here to be completely honest.

One of the huge reasons was because I loved making the patients happy, but my mind kept on telling me it was something else. I just couldn't find out what it was. Yet, anyway.

Carter's Pov

It's hard to explain the pain I go through during this time. All I can really say is that it hurts like a bitch. I feel nothing on the outside, but on the inside it burns.

Fire. That's what it feels like. The flames rising higher and higher. They start under the pale skin of my feet and make their way to my chest.

It will be over soon, I keep thinking to myself. I will be fine in an hour or two. The sooner the better, but in a little while I will be okay. Better than okay, perfectly good.

Think of good things, Hannah. All of the good that is going to happen right after this, I say to myself aloud.

Picnic. I am going to go on a picnic tomorrow. It's not like the picnics I used to go on when I was younger with Caleb and my mom. This picnic is with people I barely knew, but these people were famous and seem extremely kind from the knowledge I know about them. It's not even the fame that gets to me, though, it's the thought of being able to have friends outside this dreary hospital.

What else is going to be great? Yes, I will be able to go home in about a week. Seven days. 168 hours. 10,080 minutes. 604,800 seconds. I will be home.

I will finally be able to live a normal life. Well as close to normal as a cancer patient can get.

My room will be painted lilac, I decide. Lights will be hung over my bed like how the "Tumblr Rooms" are. Everything will match perfectly.

I will make Caleb take walks with me everyday. We will even bring Sassy, our pet Golden Retriever, with us. We'll walk around our neighborhood, and then come back for dinner.

Dinner. My favorite part of the day. Mom's spaghetti will be cooking on the stove, while Caleb and I sit at the dining room table and wait. I can actually smell the tomato sauce and the delicious garlic bread.

As I pictured what I would do when I finally reach my lovely home, someone knocks on my door. Hah. Great. The nurses probably want to give me some of this medication that makes me pass out for a while. Although I usually do like taking so I don't feel anything, right now I just want to enjoy the thought of home and family.

When they finally opened the door and peeked in, boy oh boy was I surprised.

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So, it's definitely not my best chapter. Lol I just wanted to update because I haven't updated in a while. Next time I do update, sometime this week, I will tell you the schedule of updates! Ok! Have a great day!(: