Drowning within insanity (Ben x reader) ITS BACK!

Chapter Six - Arranged Training Sessions And Ben Makes A Move

I fell asleep in my brothers arms, his chest as a pillow under my heavy head.
"Good night little sis." my brother gently adds as I fall into the world of dreams, where the laws of logic are broken.

A cold wind pulls at my hoodie and clothes as I walk the surrounding woods. The shadows bending with the whip of my finders and the grass bellowing under my light footsteps. As I continue to walk, I feel a hand brush my cheek ever so softly that one could mistake it as 'just the wind blowing', but I knew better. Spinning around, my eyes meet with pale green orbs, the males face a blur.
"Y/n where have you been?"
I say nothing.
"You promised you'd come back."
"Jason?" I say focusing my eyes more.
"Hey, don't forget about me!" a female voice rings.
"Cecelia?" I say questioningly as a female figure appears from behind.
"The one and only~" She says posing.
I laugh.
"Y/n? Why do you never have us around anymore? We've been waiting for you to give us life again."
Oh yeah. I remember. As a child I had a way of making them 'alive'
"OH how I had forgotten! I'm so so sorry!" I say and hug them both.

Waking up, I look around the room. I wave my hand in a 'x' and two teddy bears appear. I snap my fingers and the Bears blink.
"Y/n!!!" they both say in unison and tackle me.
"HaHaHa! Hi guys haha!" I say as I'm attacked with pokes.
"Y/n- TEDDIES!!!" Sally says running to my bed side. Jason and Cecilia stopped poking me allowing me to reach down and pull Sally into my lap. Jason and Cecilia, being the children lovers they are, start to poke Sally lovingly, making her burst into laughter. They stop allowing Sally to breathe and climb up onto my shoulders.
"Sally, these are Jason and Cecilia." I say when Sally has regained her composure.
She giggles and asks, " Can they stay forever and have tea parties and make overs and dress ups and sleeping overs!?!"
Jason and Cecilia perk up at once.
" Tea parties and make overs and dress ups and sleep overs!!?!" they yell in unison.
"Pweeeeeeeeze Pweeeeeeeze Pweeeeeze Pweeeze!?!" They all three say.
"Of course!" I say giggling.

Sally ran to her room with both Jason and Cecilia as I walked into the bathroom to change. As I change, I look at the ends of my long strands of hair. The black had grown a bit more.
"Why is it doing this?" I ask myself as I run the brisles of the hairbrush through the tangled strands of hair. Pulling my hair into a ponytail, I walk out and into the hall. Walking down the stairs, I can hear Ben playing one of his games.
"Damn..." I hear him say.
"Hey Ben." I say sitting on the couch.
He pauses the game and sets the controller down, turning to face me.
"Hey Y/n. How'd you sleep?" he says stretching his arms and yawning.
"I slept well, thank you."
"Have your C.p. name yet?"
I don't even hesitate and say,  "Desdemona." (If you don't really like the name feel free to just input your own)
"It suites you. I wonder what the others will say?" he says taking up the controller again but, turning off the game.
"Where you up all night playing Ben?" I ask, looking at him as he gets up, coming and sitting by me, drowsiness written all over his face.
"Y-yeah. Couldn't sleep." he says stretching his legs.
I just nod my head. I understood.
He sits looking at the blank screen.
"Y/n? Could I call you Dezy (input whatever short part of your C.p name if you don't like the one I've chosen.) for short?"
"You can just call me (nickname or middle name). No need to shorten my C.p. name." I say and giggle.
Ben looks away after I giggle.
"Is he... Blushing?" I ask myself.
Just then, Sally comes running down the stairs laughing non-stop as the two teddy bears follow her down. Sally comes running into Ben's arms, giggling.
"What's up buttercup?" he says poking her nose. She giggles and points at Jason and Cecilia as they walk up the her holding out their arms ready to poke at her bare feet. They both stop when they see Ben. Cecilia gasps, crawling up my leg and onto my shoulder.
Jason joins, climbing onto me too. Ben is just starring at the bears.
"Who's this Y/n? Your boyfriend?" Cecilia whispers into my left ear.
"He can't be. He's not good enough for our Y/n." Jason joins in.
"Guys, guys, Ben and me barely know each other. He is not,  and I repeat, not my boyfriend. We are barely acquaintances!" I whisper/yell at them.
"Ben. Meet Jason and Cecilia." I say.
"Pleasure to meet you Ben." Cecilia says, coming off of my left shoulder, hopping over my lap and into Ben's.
"Pleasure to meet you too." He says before Sally gabs Cecilia and Jason, running up the stairs.
Toby soon comes running down the stairs hopping over the back of the couch and landing right by me, to the left side.
"GOOD MORNING WAFFLE CAKE!" He yells putting his arm over my shoulder and raising the other in the air.
I giggle and say, "Good morning Toby." as I feel my cheeks grow a bit hotter in embarrassment.
Jeff comes walking down, groaning.
"Toby, Shut the f*** up and get your hands off of Y/n." He grows threateningly.
"But Waffle Cake is mine Jeff." he says wrapping his other arm around me. Jeff roughly rips Toby's arms off of me and pulls him off the couch, dragging him up the stairs.
"Y/N! LEAVE WAFFLES ON MY GRAVE EVERY DAY AND FEED PANCAKE FOR ME!!!" He yells.
"Pancake?"
" Pancake is Toby's turtle." Ben says annoyed.
"Ben? Did someone piss in your cereal?" I say poking his cheek. He laughs.
"N-No." Ben says in between laughs.
I smile and hug him.
"Ben. I want to get to know you better. Talk to you after breakfast?" I ask pulling away.
"Yeah, sure. Your room?"
"Sure."

~Time skip~

As we all sat down at the table for breakfast, I watched as Toby walked in all bruised and battered.
"After breakfast I will expect all of you to meet in the living room." Slender announces before letting us eat to our hearts content. Before I knew it, I was full. Getting up from my seat and placing my dishes into the sink, I walk into the living room and pick up my book 'I Am Number Four' and reading profusely.
"Hey Sexy." I hear the two voices sound behind me.
"Hey Liu and Sully." I say not taking my eyes off the book.
"I apologize for Sully's remark." he says.
"It alright Liu."
Soon I hear another pair of foot steps coming up to me.
"Hi brother." I hear Jeff's voice sound.
"And my doll." he says.
"Hi Jeff." I say not trying to show my annoyance.
I hear Ej come in and sit by me, followed by Ben and Masky.
They all greeted me with a, "Hello Y/n." or just , "Hi Y/n."
Soon everyone was sitting either on the couches,  the floor or chairs.
"As you all know, recently we have inquired some new C.p's," Slender starts. "These new C.p's, like all creepypastas, will need training."
Everyone perks up waiting for him to assign one of them.
"Masky, you will take Desdemona's first lessons. Ben, you will take the second. Crazy Rin you will teach half of the third lessons and Jain will teach the rest.
I will be teaching her brother along with Clockwork, Homicidal Liu and Hoodie."

The room fills with yeahs and awes, while I, sit in silence.
"When do we start?" I ask.
"Noon, tomorrow." Slender says.
"Alright." I say, getting up and walking to my room.
Opening the door, I throw my self onto the bed. Not shortly after, a knock sounds on the door.
"Come on in." I say crawling under my covers.
"Hey Y/n." I hear Ben say as he sits at the end of my bed.
"Hi Ben." I say sitting up with the bed sheets around my chest. I smile warmly.
I pat the spot next to me. He walks over and sits with his shoes on the bed.
"Oh no no no. Shoes off." I say playfully.
"Okay okay." He says laughing and kicking them off.

~Let's just time skip what Ben tells you~

"Wow..." I say to myself.

"What?" He asks. I was looking at him.
"That really sucks." I say.
"Yeah..." He says looking into the TV. His left leg straight and his right bent, his wrist on his knee with the palm of his hand hanging limply from it.
The awkward silence that followed broke not to shortly with Ben saying, "You know, when you showed me what happened to your sister and how happy you and your brother was, I was really tense."
"I could tell. I felt your jaw clench."
"R-really?"
"Yeah." I say and giggle. I could see his cheeks flush red.
"Well then..." he says laughing nervously.
I nudge him and say, " Ben. Your too cute."
Noticing the words that just left my mouth i cover my mouth.
"What is wrong with me!?!" I mentally scream at myself.
Ben blushes even deeper than before.
"I am so sorry. Did I say that out loud?" I say looking at him.
"Y-yeah." he says and chuckles softly at me.
"I am so so sorry." I say taking my hand off of my mouth.
Ben suddenly gets closer and closer and closer to me,  making me blush profusely. When our noses touch, Ben's arm wraps around my waist, pulling my body closer to his. His lips brush mine making me blush and some what squirm. Noticing finally what he was doing, he pulls his arm away from me, jumping up at once.
"I am so, so so sorry Y/n. I didn't mean- I- I need to go." He says and climbs into the TV.
"B-Ben w-wait..." I say but, he's gone.

"What have I done..."

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