My Savior❤

We're having a hard time with commitment,

Been going through a lot of trouble.

Then again, is there a couple who isn't?

Somehow when we get up, we fall over or stumble.

Soon enough the arguing starts again,

Over stupid shit, we get aggravated.

Throwing each other words full of pain.

Not knowing how to deal with it, frustrated.

Things that you say, might get me confused.

Did you meant it, or were you being passive aggressive?

I said I was sorry, am I still being accused?

We're both going through that stage of being depressive.

Over some people from the past,

People that have been stuck to us.

Over some stupid question that I asked.

Why can't we stop and simply just discuss?

Because we know at the end of each night,

Eachother we will be thinking about.

Because it doesn't matter how much we fight,

We'll always love one another, not a doubt.

Because when one of us is in the dark,

The other will hold tight and guide us through.

Because when I turn and give you my back,

You won't give up, me, is what you'll pursue.

I'm in a maze an incomplete puzzle,

You're the pieces that complete me.

Im stuck wrapped in pain, in struggle.

Only by your love and care can I be set free.

You were having a bad day, my comment was unnecessary.

Your emotions get to you and I will then be ignored.

Sorry, its my fault, I should've remembered that boundary.

I promise not to be an ass, I won't hurt you anymore.

Only takes a few days for that promise to be broken.

See, everything I do and say ends up damaging.

By one single word I can be provoken.

My anger, this wrath, I need help controlling.

To this anger I have found the perfect solution,

To slit and tear open my skin I have decided.

My arm is full, for this I need a substitution.

I start slicing my thighs, & already they're crowded.