GrethanCarpendail

Nine

Grayson's pov

I walked over to the guys who were on their phone in the living room

"Hey" I said sitting down on the couch

"What's up" jack said

"I'm worried about Claudia" I said

"Why?" Aaron asked

"About what she told us, I don't think that she's safe in those parties" I said

"She should be at the park by now" I mumbled while placing my thumb by my lip

"I'm sure she's fine" Ethan said grabbing a handful of Cheetos

"Jack, where are your keys?" I asked him impatiently

"Kitchen counter, where are you going?" He asked

"To look for her" I said

"Dude she's fine" Aaron said

I ignored their comments and hurried to get his keys, I exited the house and jogged over to his truck and started it I then drove over to the park since I've been there before with the guys when we'd come back from social media events

I parked his truck by these benches that were drenched in water which I don't understand why since it hasn't rained, I got off and started looking around when I saw someone on the distance sitting by the lake in sweatpants and a hoodie

It's her

She had her hair up in a bun and was wearing slides but I saw something that caught my eye. I got a little closer and saw a packet of cigarettes and a lighter by her. My heart dropped

She picked up a cigarette and the lighter, she placed the cigarette in between her lips and lighted the cigarette she took a good wiff and took the cigarette away from her mouth with her two fingers. I couldn't believe it

I thought that she didn't smoke because of what she has said about her own brother she pretty much talked shit about him but it turned out that she does the same thing

I looked around and pressed my two lips together and stopped in my tracks, I sighed and turned around to walk back to jacks truck

The little devil in my left shoulder wanted me to leave Wisconsin and go back home with my family back in New Jersey

The angel in my right shoulder wanted me to ask her what was going on and to help her out with what's she's going through

I didn't know what to do, I just wanted to question my entire trip

Wait, why am I so obsessed over this girl why am I so concerned and feel like shit because of what I just saw, I can't have feelings for the girl that ethan accidentally added on the group chat. I just can't.

I feel heart-broken she made us look like idiots doing these things I mean she's offending her brother for getting high when she's doing the same thing.

She's a hypocrite..

I continued walking back to jacks car and stepped into the drivers seat. I turned his truck on and looked up one last time to seeing her looking up to all the stars in the sky. I turned the radio on and the song day 'n' nite came on

God really planned this all out, the song went perfectly with what was happening at this moment. I turned my phone on and saw notifications from our fans, I sent onto twitter and decided to tweet

Graysondolan tweeted:
He seems alive, though he is feeling blue

I started getting many replies but I just turned my phone off and breathed

My anxiety was getting to me I had to leave quickly, I drove myself out of the parking space and drove to jacks house. I got worse and worse I didn't know what to do, I was driving in his neighborhood's street and I couldn't continue driving I was shaking I didn't know what to do.

I quickly stopped the truck in front of his house and got off, I didn't think about locking it I just wanted to get inside

I felt like I was dying

Before entering the house I leaned on the wall and fell

I couldn't move

The trucks door was open and the truck was on

I didn't know what to do, I was motionless