Silent Crys (1D)

GUYS!! MY STORY GOT ERASED I THINK BUT EH I CAN START OVER..UGH...

they would hit me, beat me even punch and kick me. i was adopted and i was sad. ever since. but my songs, art and poetry helps a lot. " Desiree get your ugly ass down here!!" i stopped drawing and moved out my room. " pack our stuff. and if i dont find my black pencil skirt in there you'll end up just like your sister....."

Flashback...........

Mary King put out her cigarette on Demi Kings tombstone. she laughed an evil laugh. " i told you to clean the house?" she laughed. she spilled the last of her Vodka on the grave, turned and kicked the dirt with her heel and drove away...........

Flashback over.........

shivers flew in me at the thought. " Pack!!" she snapped. i ran to their room. it took 2 HOURS to pack. " see you in 5 days!!" they yelled. i put their bags in the back and was ready to go in the house. Father grabbed my Collar. " if this isn't clean when we get back, I'll kill you." he growled. i nodded. he pushed me back away from him and got in the car. i wanna leave. before they did, Mother looked stressed at these papers. i went to my room. i grabbed my bag, that was already packed because, i wanted to run away but i was always scared. but father might kill me!!...im so leaving. i grabbed the papers and bolted out. so this is what freedom feels like? woah?! i looked at the paper. my birth certificate? Desiree Styles. thats not my name! or is it? i went like 5 blocks to this big gate. a man stared at me. " uh...here." i gave him the paper. he nodded and opened the big tall black gate. i went up the BIG staircase. the house was really big. i thought i was going to faint just by looking up at the tall house. " hel..lo, love..uh..how can i help ya?" a blonde asked. i thought Harry lived here? now i have to talk to a dumb blonde!!! i shoved the papers in his hand. " Oh god!!!!" he jumped up and down and grabbed me and whirled me around.  " STOP!! dont hurt me!!!!" i tried to yell but nothing came out but plain air. " whats wrong?" he asked and put me down. " im sorry. are you looking for Harry?" he asked. " HAAZ!!!!" he yelled. who the fuck is Haz?! i thought you were getting Harry!! stupid Blonde!!!?!!!?!!

Harry came out. " De--De--Desiree!" he cupped my chin. " hi...." i mouthed. " whats wrong? cant you talk?" he asked. i shook my head. " uh..come in." he said. these 5 boys were annoying me with questions. " why did they hurt you?" Harry told me all their names. " I don't know they hurted me and I can't talk!!" I wrote. " I did not talk for 11 years. I really CANT talk. I forgot I don't know how idk how I sound. I cannot talk!" I wrote. " WHAT THEY TOLD ME THEY WOULD FUCKING LOVE YOU LIKE YOU REALLY WERE THEIR CHILD!!!!!!" Harry yelled. Zayn stood up. their gonna tag team on me...I just know it l. " Haz your scaring her." he looked at my eyes filled with fear. " sorry." he said. " okay." i wrote. " are you hungry?" Zayn asked. i shook my head. " hm...well. first things first. we need to clean up that guest room. its filed with art crap in there." Niall said. my eyes looked like 2 suns. i shook him. " oh oh oh oh!!!!!" he yelled. " oh, she loves art." Harry said. " oh..well...Its Zayns. you both do art." he said. " im loving her already!!" Zayn pulled me up stairs. i instantly heard the rest start talking. i heard my name millions of times. " look....sorry if its messy, I've been storing my art supplies here." Zayn said. i walked around. " oh, there those are!!" he ran to a dresser. he picked up a wooden box. he opened it and a mini pop-up picture came up holding markers, crayons and glue was neatly put in a small section in the corner. the markers were all different colors. " i made this with Leigh-Anne. we were bored at their rehearsal and we made this. Jesse and Harry helped with the gluing down the pictures. we carved our names on the side see." he closed it and tipped it to one side. " Wanna sign?" he took out a sharp pen. i nodded and carved my name in it, Desiree. he smiled. " cute." he nodded. " WILL YOU TWO STOP FLIRTING AND GET DOWN HERE!!!" Liam yelled. " Your cousins gonna get!" he ran down stairs. i watched them play fight. i watched in horror. Louis looked at me. my own Cousin was getting beat up by 4 other guys. " STOP IT!!!!!!" Louis yelled. i was frozen. i wasn't even breathing. they looked at me and got up. " can we do anything around her!" Niall whispered to Harry. " dont say that! shes just shy. she lives with an abusive family she rarely eats! she gets hit everyday! shes terrified!!" Harry said walking to me and hugged me. " are you hungry?" he asked. i shook my head. " well....when are you going to be hungry?!" Niall asked. " Ni, that's rude." Liam mumbles. " i just cant imagine someone not eating OR talking for what, 11 years!!" he screamed. " she eats but didn't talk for 11 years!" Harry yelled and held me. " What ever what are we going to do!? she won't even eat!?" Niall yelled. " We'll take care of her, YOU on the other hand can just watch us be real adults!!" Zayn snapped. " what makes you an adult!? yeah on the out side but you act like a kid just like us!!"

" well we control our kid actions! and keep our mouth SHUT on interviews, that way we wont get in troubled mess!!"

" Zayn, you act like a kid to!!"

" im married!!!" he yelled. everyone was quiet. i wrote on my pad.

" can i leave?" Harry glared at the boys. " why? no, your gonna get hurt." he said. " this is just like the King house hold, arguing and hitting each other!" i wrote. " guys calm down, your really setting a bad influence!?" Harry yelled. they swung their heads down. " come on." Harry grumbles and leads me to the room me and Zayn were at. he moved all the boxes in the corner and there sat a bed. the light shined on it. " there's only like, 4 boxes." he said. " we can move them." he left. i sat on the bed.

hiiyyiiiyyyeee!! remember i have no idea where my first silent crys one d went i swear so get ready ugghh

xoxo-iyaniah