Silent Crys (1D)

Dark Past

" LETS GO!!" Louis screamed through the house. Harry hit him in the side. " you know shes terrified of screaming!! she can barley do it herself!!" He scolded. Lou shrugged. " my bad!" he said. " I'll getter." Liam said. he trailed upstairs to Desirees room...................

Desirees P.O.V

i finished my drawing of a sunset with a grass land. " perfect." i mouthed. i jumped at the knock at the door. " its Liam." he said. " hey. what are you doing?" he asked. i closed the book. i shook my head. " k well were going shopping do you wanna come?" he asked. i shook my head. " well why?" he asked. i wrote on my pad.

im not into shopping. i never really shopped properly before.

she sighed. " well.........you can stay here. no party's wild cat!" he snapped his fingers. why would i have a party. " okay..see you later." he closed the door..........

3 hours later.................

i fixed something to eat. Tacos. i was thinking of Harry so i made 4 trays of them. i ate one and walked upstairs. ugh. how much clothes do an average boy needs?! i sat on my bed. i started another page. i saw the page i wrote on when i first came here.

they hurt me.

i dont know

i ran away

im used to it.

you adopted me.

Desiree Styles.

no.

the words haunted me. i ripped out the page and angrily threw it at Lous door. i slammed my door. what does Zayns room look like? i checked to see if the boys were home. nope. i went to his room. it smelled like Cologne mint and spray paint. some how i was attracted to it. his walls were graffiti filled. he had 3 more walls left. he had a black duvet and art supplies on a big desk neatly in stacks and in drawls and under the table. he had cologne on one dresser and he had pictures of him, his mom and Perrie on it, he had a flat screen that came out of barn doors that were built in the wall, he had this HUGE speaker with an IPod on a stand and an IPad there to. i had to! i went to his history. Pictures, 5SOS website, images of Perrie Edwards his Twitter and all his accounts. i smiled. he had a walk in closet. he had a big bathroom that smelled like Axe body wash. it had 2 showers and a mirror covering the whole bathroom and 3 sinks. it was all marble.  the floors were tile. i went to my room. i seen Nialls room already and Harrys of course. but Liams was a huge mystery place. theres always music blasting when he opens his door. Lous to. but he plays movies and recited them. i sat on my bed and drew again. " were ho!-- look Haz!" Lou said. " TACOS!!!" Harry yelled. i heard them eat. they thanked me. i signed welcome. they nod. we heard Zayn. " somebody's been in my room." he called. i froze. uh-oh...................

" you were the only one here." he said standing in my door. i froze. " im talking to you." he said. i turned. " were you in my room?" he asked. " i wanted to see your room." i mouthed sadly. " i cant hear you." he said. i signed. " i dont under stand that." he said annoyed. i wrote it. " ugh.." he hid his face in one hand. he looked up. " Look, that-- my room is very privet. no-one other than Perrie has seen it. theres stuff in there that you shouldn't see and stuff i hope you didn't. please just promise me you'll never go in my room again. dark things that haunted me are in my room. its the only place i  feel free." He said. " okay." i thumbs up. he left it at that and went to his room. what does he mean, dark things from his past, what private stuff,  i know marriage had commitment secretes and promises but why only Perrie?

i would see what hes talking about but Zayn is a very reserved person. i want to try to help by seeing what hes talking about but when i try to help hes gonna get angry and mad because i looked at his 'past'.................................

hiyyiiee!! :-) :-) aww. Zayn has a dark past :'( i wanted to heat up the book because im sorry for not updating!! :'(:'(:'(:-\ :-(:-( i was in a writers block. so sorry!!! :'( i love yhu guys!! :-)

xoxo-iyaniah