It's been a year and I am even worse. More thoughts of suicide and self harm. I have depression. Severe depression, apparently. I have more scars and I have begun relapsing in my cutting.
I am drowning and no one can see.
I am screaming but no one can hear.
Last night I just cried. I cried so much and the worst part is I kept saying i was sorry. Over and over again. I want to kill myself and i want to cry right now. Someone help me.
But to many people, it's just a joke or it's not real. hahahahaha.
YOU ARE READING
a little journal for me
Non-Fictionhi. anyone is welcome to read. if you don't like reading it, dont read.
