Sometimes, I want to be able to show my emotions when I want to, but by that time, its pretty much all bottled up inside of me and i feel NOTHING. When I want to be angry, it's not happening. I've considered the idea of being a sociopath(no emotions, pretty much.) I guess I've kinda been this way forever.
It's starting to worry me, that when someone close to me tells me they hate me, all I can do is blink and just walk away. And that's with someone I've taken the time to know.
It's just... I don't know. And then I think I actually have developed feelings for somebody I know, but what if I can't ever express my feelings when I want to?
... I hate being me sometimes.
