The Messy Bun Days - Book 1

Trapped

Lost in the confusion of my mind

Looking for a way out

Held captive by my own fears and insecurities

Caught up in my emotions of love and lust, joy and pain

Ready to cry to the world and wonder if they understand my tears

Always keeping my head bowed too afraid to see my future

Afraid of the hurt and pain that awaits me

My heart is filled with rage and desire for someone I can't have

Biting my tongue for others because of the fear of being alone

Compromising for everyone else but getting nothing in return

Wondering why life is so cruel but loving everything about it

The ups and downs; the tears and smiles

Praying that someone can love me for me

Regretting all the things that I've done in my past to bring pain to others

Lost with no way out

Afraid to take off my mask because of the judgment that lies ahead

Lost in my own confusion

Someone rescue me before I drown