"Violet!" "Wait up" I heard a familiar voice say. "Where were you?" Ben asked when he caught up to me. I didn't answer and kept walking. When I didn't respond he put a hand on my shoulder and stopped me. "What's wrong?" "We're you crying?" He said with evident concern in his voice. "I'm fine, and I wasn't crying." I said softly. "But your-" I cut him off. " I wasn't crying!" I yelled. His eyes widened from shock. "O-okay... I'm sorry,"He said.
"What happened?" He said. "Nothing! I snapped. " I mean... nothing, I'm just not feeling well. I think I'm just going to go home early." I said finishing in a whisper, thinking back to what the girls said with tears in my eyes. Realizing that Ben was staring at me with a simpathetic look plastered across his face, I looked away quickly as a single tear ran down my cheek. Why am I crying right now?! I have to stop this! I can't let anyone see me crying... not again. What the heck is wrong with me?! Get it under control Violet! I look up from my thoughts to see a girl staring at me. I quickly hide my face with my jacket sleve and darted out of the school, once again ignoring my name being called. I ran to my car still hiding my face from the few people in the parking lot. As I approached my car I saw a couple leaning against my car practically eating each other. Ugh!Sure is my lucky day huh? Looks like I'm walking home today.
Ignoring the couple, I walked past them and through the gates of the school. Ah, freedom. I thought to myself. The walk home was pretty quiet and peaceful, aside from the few creepy smirks and only one cat-call today, thankfully. Arriving home I said a quick hi to mom and ran upstairs shutting and locking the door to me room; my only safe place without judgment or fear. I wouldn't say my room was blan or boring but I wouldn't say it was lavish either, it was somewhere in the middle I guess. I had a queen size bed which was not super comfy but I still loved it. Across my bed is my vanitie which I never use except for throwing random things on to; to the right of that is my full wall book shelf. The walls are plain white but are covered in my favorite Christian bands and Panic at the Disco posters. Yeah I know what your probably thinking "Panic at the disco and Christian bands are total opposites!" What can I say I'm not just your average teen girl. The rest of my room is pretty plain aside from my pink fuzzy curtains,(my mom's idea).
Flopping on my bed I let everything, all my frustrations and unshed tears, out.
Hey everyone! I know this chapter took forever for me to publish. I've been really busy with preparing for school this summer. Sorry about the late update, I will try to post more frequently from now on. I hope you enjoyed this update. Please comment and vote, tell me what I can be doing better, I would like to get better in any way possible, as to make the experience of reading my stories better for you. Thanks and GB
