my daugher and only mine (louis tomlinson)

chapter 5 the day

ERIKAS P.O.V

i was in the car with a ice cream in my hand.

i could't eat it. all i can think of is louis. who is my real mom, but how is that i'm live here and not with louis?

i have his number

why don't ask?

L=louis E=erika

E-dad?

wait no not dad

fuck!

but i have already send it and i can't do anything.

it only took a sec before he answer.

L-yes baby doll?♡

a hart? he is like my boyfriend.

E-i just.....how can you be my dad?

L-you know when a girl and a boy think is ready and wanta kid. they get underdress and have something called sex and that is when you have fun in bed naked. and when the boy put this cock ib the girl she will cum and yes it hard to explain.

i stop read. that's is not what i mean!

E-i did't mean that!!!!!!! how can it be that you are my dad. what is shanon to me?

L-oh honey you have so much questions.

i will tell you everything in the car:-)

i put my phone down and look at shanon.

she turn her head to me for a sec and gave me smile.

she turn her head back to the road.

i don't want to leave her or my brother.

we pulled up to the driveway and i walk in to the house.

the clock was around five. i saw james on the couch. looking at pretty little liars.

i know girly.

"i have orded dinner" he said

"you mean burgers" i said he look at me with a bitchy glear.

"no, pizza" i roll my eyes.

i walk up to my room. i took out the smal pink suitcase.

i pack my favorite teddy bear. some photos, drawing stuff and my drawings.

a necklace i got fron grandma.

and a necklace with a football on it. i got it from james.

some phone things and i was ready.

"erika the food is ready!" mom yelled from downstairs.

"i'm coming!"

i hide the suitcase under the bed.

i ran downstairs when the smell of pizza hit my nose.

banana and curry pizza!

i sat down in my chair and began to eat.

"what id it erika you look sad" said james.

"no, i was cleaning my room and find some old photos. a flash back" i said smiling. it was fake but james did't see it.

he just continued eating his pizza.

after dinner we watch a movie.

i could't stop thinking that this is our last time together.

i cuddel in more to my brother.

                  ~after 3 more movies~

"ok erika time to get to sleep.  it's allmost midnight" my brother said. he was tierd.

but i did't want to.

i nodded he got to his room and i got to mine. i put on a black t-shirt and grey sweatpants. i put my hair in a ponytail.

i took my suitcase.

and began to walk downstairs. my mom is a good sleeper and i can hear her soft snores. i can hear james loud snores to.

was now downstairs and decided to wrote a letter.

dear

james and shanon.

i will miss you so much. right now i'm crying. i don't want to leave.  but i have to. so god bye mabey forever. tell dad i love him and i love you guys to.

from erika.

i was crying, what i place the letter on the fright.

i laid my hand on the door handle.

"bye" i whisper as i stept outside. the cold midnigt air hit my face.

i close the door behind me. and began to walk to the park.

soon i see the car. i can hear a car behinde me. and suddenly fotsteeps anf then a hand over my mouth.