Alex's P.O.V
I lay down in my bed and admire Jade Thirlwall's picture. I grabbed my phone and listen to Jade's beautiful british accent. There's something about this girl that I can't stop thinking about her. S-she's different... in a good way. Her brown eyes is one of the most beautiful or is the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen in my whole life. Her hair is simply beautiful. Her nose. Her lips.Everything about her is beautiful.
Stop!
You're not fancying a girl. You promise not to fall in love in a girl even if you're a lesbian. Besides you don't even know her that well.
My mind said.
But why don't you give it a try.
My heart said.
But being the promise-doer me I won't or will never will fall in love with a girl.Ok.
I closed my eyes and try to sleep but I can't .
I stand up and walk towards the bathroom. I grab my sleeping pills. I'ts been a long time since i used this. I open it and grab one pill and swallow it. I run towards my bed and until everything went black.
