CHAPTER 7: CONVERSATION WITH MR. HEART AND MRS. MIND

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by Eka_M_P

by Eka_M_P

It was finally the last day! But I didn't know if I should've been happy or sad... Happy because I dont have any problems with my clearance and subjects anymore... Sad because I'm not gonna be seeing Marcus Glenn and my friends at school for a long time.... I was having mixed emotions... Actually I was experiencing three emotions... Out of a hundred percent, the happiness I was feeling was about twenty-five percent, the sadness was twenty-five percent, and the feeling of anxiety is about fifty percent...

~ KAYLIE'S CONVERSATION WITH MR. HEART AND MR. MIND ~

ME: WHAT AM I GONNA TELL HIM

MR. HEART: TELL HIM WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL

MRS. MIND: BUT THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES THAT WILL HAPPEN KAYLIE... IF IT TURNS OUT THAT HE FEELS THE SAME WAY FOR YOU WHAT HAPPENS THEN? BUT IF IT TURNS OUT THAT HE DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY FOR YOU... WHAT HAPPENS THEN, YOU CRY, YOU BECOME DEPRESS, YOU LET MR. HEART SUFFER AGAIN?

ME:IF WE BOTH HAVE FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER, WELL THEN, LET'S LEAVE IT TO FAITH... I MEAN, I'M NOT EXPECTING THAT MARCUS GLENN WILL SUDDELNY ASK ME TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND AFTER THAT CONVERSATION... I MEAN IF EVER HE ASKS ME THAT I WOULD ABSOLUTELY SAY YES... BUT AS IF THAT WOULD HAPPEN... BUT THEN IF HE DOESN'T FEEL THE SAME WAY... WELL IT'S ALREADY AUTOMATIC THAT I'LL BE GOING HOME DREPRESSED, SAD AND CRYING... BUT HEY... THAT'S HOW A LIFE OF A BROKEN-HEARTED PERSON GOES...

MRS. MIND:I KNOW... BUT WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO MR. HEART? HAVE YOU THOUGT ABOUT THAT?

MR. HEART:I CAN HANDLE THE PAIN MRS. MIND... DON'T WORRY, HIS DAD'S IMAGE AND MEMORIES ARE HERE INSIDE ME, SO I CAN ANDLE THE PAIN SHE MIGHT GO THROUGH WITH MARCUS GLENN... SHE'S A STRONG A GIRL... BECAUSE I'M THE THING THAT MAKES ER STRONG...

MRS. MIND: YOU'RE VERY POSITIVE...

MR. HEART: BUT YOU NEED TO BE CAREFUL ONCE SHE'S DREPRESSED MRS. MIND... LATER ON... WITH SO MUCH DEPRESSION SHE FEELS AND THINKS ABOUT YOU MIGHT LEND HER TO THINKING OF SUICIDE...

MRS. MIND: EHEM... BUT I THINK IT SHOULD ALSO BE YOU WHO SHOULD BE CAREFUL... BECAUSE WHAT SHE FEELS REFLECTS ON YOU... BUT DON'T WORRY I WILL... AND SHE'S SMART... SHE KNOWS THAT SUICIDE ISN'T THE ANSWER FOR EVERY PROBLEM SHE'LL BE FACING IN THIS WORLD... PLUS... I AM THE ONE THAT KEEPS HER KNOWLEDGE

ME: OKAY.. GUYS... THANKS FOR THE INFORMATION... BUT WHAT AM I GONNA SAY?

MR. HEART:TELL HIM THE TRUTH...

MRS. MIND: ALSO TELL HIM THAT YOU'VE BEEN READYING THIS SPEECH SINCE LAST NIGHT...

MR. HEART: NOW GIVE IT A TRY... I'LL BE MARCUS GLENN AND YOU'LL BE YOU...

ME: OKAY... EHEM... MARCUS GLENN... I KNOW I'VE ONLY KNOWN YOU FOR LIKE ONE WHOLE YEAR ONLY... BUT I'M GONNA BE HONEST WITH YOU... SO... MARCUS GLENN... I UHH... LLLL...LOVVEEEEE... YOU....

MRS. MIND: THAT'S IT?

MR. HEART: DON'T PRESSURE HER MRS. MIND...

~ MY AUNT KNOCKS AT THE DOOR ~

ME: MR. HERAT, MRS. MIND... I HAVE TO GO NOW... ANY OTHER LAST ADVICE?

MR. HEART: TELL HIM THE TRUTH... GET IT TFROM THE BOTTOM OF ME...

MRS. MIND: OOHH... TELL HIM WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH JUST FOR HIM TO NOTICE OR BE PROUD OF YOU... BUT DON'T SAY IT LIKE YOUR BLAMING IT ALL ON HIM INTO WHY YOU DID THOSE THINGS FOR HIM... BLAME HIM IN A NICE WAY...

ME: THANKS GUYS...

~ END OF CONVERSATION ~

So... As I step out of the bathroom, I checked my phone for the time... And when I unlocked it... I saw a message from Stephanie saying that she's already on her way to my house, so that she'll just ride with us on the way the recognition-graduation place, which is in the Uniersity of the Philippines... Then when I checked the time... It was already eleven-fifteen o'clock... so I already needed to hurry... So I went to the dining room to eat my breakfast-slash-lunch, then I went straight to the bathroom to take a bath... But before I go in the shower... I decided to play the song that Marcus Glenn told me that he likes and he told me to listen too... Which I feel that I think he dedicates it to me... hahahaahah... I am such a feeler... the song was titled... 'She Was Mine" by Aj Rafael featuring Jesse Barrera... Then right after playing it and putting it on repeat... I went in the shower... And I was trying to find my inner peasce so that I would be calm once I'm already talking to him...