Chapter Fifteen~

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-Laughing Jack

"Why?", that's all I could get out between myself being completely shocked, feeling my heart collapse in my stomach.

Why?...

"I have my reasons.." she says quietly.

"En..lighten me" I say, still choked up, shocked.

"My parents are searching for me" she says quickly and quietly like she didn't want to tell me.

"So you do this?" I ask her, raising the piece of glass in the air as it laid flat in my hand.

"I... I...", she couldn't say anymore. I sigh as I bend down and begin to pick up the glass, throwing it away as she just sits on her bed, staring blankly in front of her. After a clean up her mess I walk to her bed.

"Give me your knife" I say quickly.

"But-", I interrupt her.

"Give it to me now Ella!" I growl coldly in frustration and fear. She sighs, knowing she isn't going to win this battle. Her head and shoulders drop as she slowly reaches for her knife in her front hoodie pocket, hesitantly handing it to me.

Without another word I walk out of her room, keeping the door wide open as I walk down the hall and to the top of the stairs. I walk down the stairs slowly, comprehending everything that had just happened.

-Ella

I shouldn't of given him my knife,

I shouldn't of frozen and not done anything,

I should of acted and ended it there,

Ending my stress.

Today was supposed to be my death.

I failed myself.

I can't deal with this.

I... Can't....

Why am I thinking like this?

Because my mother will never get up when she has her mind set to something.

She's competitive.

She won't give up until she finds me.

If she finds me.

She will find me eventually.

Unless she dies.

I could end it all now,

Right now.

Shall I?

I think...

I shall.

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