here i am
full of guilty
regretting about what have i done
here i am
full of stupidness
accepting all what you want to do
here i am
full of consideration
must i allow you to leave?
honestly,
i know right what i've done and it's gone wrong
i'm jerk and i'm not perfect
i'm full of sin
i'm not like as what you want, as what you expected
i'm bad, i always make you sad
i always make you cry with my habits
with my bad behaviours
i don't hear about all things what you want
i don't obey it, i break it
you know how bad i am?
if yes, thankyou.
here i am
full of sadness
about all thoughts which come in my head
here i am
full of anxiety
about you, about me, about us
here i am
full of disappoinments
about how stupid i am letting you did those
maybe you'll ask me one day
"why do you want me to do that to you?"
it's because i'm afraid to you
but, thanks Lord
i've someone important who has braved me
someone who always stays on my side
someone who always supports me, someone who willing to sacrifice for me, someone who accepts me no matter how i am
thanks a lot, you're an angel without wings
she said that i must be firm
i have to say "NO" to bad things
i have to brave to accept risks
i have to do that and this
i have to be clever girl, i have to be sacrosanct in His' eyes
because i give all for my Lord, not for my parents nor my friends
she braved me, she advised me in a very best way
it makes me realize that
i'm bad
i'm so stupid
i'm sinful
i know it, i know right about that
one more time, thanks, thanks a lot that you've realized me from my behaviour
i know it's hard to against the passions
but i have You, my Lord, i have you, angel without wings, who always stand by me
here i am
full of struggle
that i must accept all risks
here i am
full of fear
if you will leave me after hearing my commitment
but, here i am
full of excitement
to be daughter of God and be sacred
