Best Friend, Best Boyfriend || SF Youngbin | KYB

Part 2

*Later that night*

"Hello Sarah." "I know, you felt guilty right?" "Yeah, he look so sad I almost broke there." "That's why I told you guys to just be together." "You know why we can't." "Which is what I don't understand. Why are you so insistent?" "I wouldn't want to lose him, I won't be able to take it!" "How would you know you would lose him? You haven't even give him a chance!" "I love him but I'm not confident of lasting forever with him if we were a couple. What if one day we broke up and then he will be gone! I rather we stayed friends all the while and be together forever than being with him but end up losing him. He's too important to me." I cried while thinking of a possibility of losing him.

"Lya darling, I know you love him a lot and don't wish to lose him but keeping him like this by your side is not going to do you both any good." "That's why I feel so guilty to him. I knew him since I was sixteen and two years after we knew each other he has been making a move on me. It hurts me so much not being able to accept him. I've always acted like I thought he was joking but I do know of his feelings" "Five years of trying to get you and you're still not giving in? You must have so much patience." "I don't! Which is why I'm breaking soon! I feel like I won't be able to act like it's nothing. My feelings for him grows deeper and deeper I'm scared. I'm worried that I won't be able to hide it any longer but I know I have to if I want to keep our friendship going."

"Have you ever wondered what if he really got himself a girlfriend and you're still stuck in this hidden feelings for him? It's going to be very hard for you if that happens." "I know. And I can't even imagine him having a girlfriend. Oh god there is another girl that will be more important to him, someone that knows him better than me, care for him better than me. I feel so sad just thinking of such possibility." "What's worse will be him eventually leaving you because his time will be spent on her. Not to mention she might even mind what you guys have and he can only give up on your friendship to protect his relationship."

"He won't! He promised me he won't ever leave me for anyone! He even said he won't get a girlfriend if I don't like it." "That's so sweet of him." "I know, I was so touched when he told me that but he just had to ask me to be his girlfriend at the moment." "Oh my gosh! I wish I had a Youngbin too! Lya! Don't tell me you..." "Yeah I told him to stop joking and sent him home even." "Damn Lya you are so cruel sometimes." "I won't even be offended if you told me it's all the time. I too feel so cruel." "Yeah you totally ruin the moment. But darling, you can't not be with him but not let him get a girlfriend, its too unfair to him." "But I just can't lose him." "But you can't tie him down like that too right? You know how selfish that would be too." "Yeah I know. I just don't know what to do." "You know what to do, you just don't wish to." I stayed silent. How can she be so right?

"Promise me you'll give him a careful thought alright? You love him too much to be so unfair to him. We both know how protective you are of him." "Alright Sarah, I will think of it carefully. It seems like I would lose him either way right?" "No you won't. If you go out with him, there's a chance you guys would not part. However if you decide to keep things the way it is, he will leave you for someone else in the long run because you will feel too bad to waste his time and chase him away from your side." "How can you know me so well Sarah?" "Because I'm the worm in your tummy! I know exactly what you are thinking! But I believe Youngbin knows you best." "Ani, he doesn't know me as well as you do. You know me the best, I love you so much Sarah!" "More than Youngbin?" "Nah, just slightly lesser." "You're so mean!" "But you love me too!" "You're damn right!"

*Few days later, Youngbin's POV*

Damn, Lya has been avoiding me for this few days. Could it be she decided she can't keep me by her side any longer and decide to leave me so that I could live my own life? I know she has been acting like like it's all a joke but she knows that I'm actually serious all the time. I know she's just too afraid to take the risk but how do I get to her that I won't ever leave her no matter what? What if she really decide to leave me, to get out of my life? I won't be able to live past that! She is everything to me!

From Lya❤️

Binnie, can you meet me at our hangout?