Best Friend, Best Boyfriend || SF Youngbin | KYB

Part 3

*At the playground, Your POV*

Why didn't he reply? Is he mad at me for avoiding him these few days? I needed time to myself so that I could think about us properly. If I met him I would be distracted and it won't be good. I kept coming up with excuses so that he can't come and fetch me, told him I'm busy to hang out with him but I miss him like crazy. It's hard not to see him for so many days when we've always been meeting up every single day.

"Lya!" "Youngbin! Why did you run here? Look at you, you're out of breath!" "That's because I'm anxious to meet you! We've not met up for so many days I miss you so much." Youngbin panted. "Still you didn't need to rush out like that. I miss you too you know." "Then why have you been avoiding me?" "I... I wasn't." "Stop lying, you know I can always see through your lies." You can't, you don't know when I kept lying to you to hide my feelings. "I can even hear your mind processing so stop lying." "Fine, I just needed some time to think things through." "What did you want to think about? Did you think about whether you are going to leave me?" "What? How did you know?" "Don't ever think about it! I won't accept it. I told you that you won't be able to get rid of me!" "Bin ah, why are you like that?" "Why am I like that? Do you know how anxious I was feeling this few days you avoid me? Everyday I'm thinking about why is Lya avoiding me? Is she going to leave me? Did she think that she is holding me back and decide to pull herself away from my life? How am I going to get my point to her? I really can't lose her. Is this really ending? Will she really leave me? I miss you so much I almost went mad." "Youngbin ah." Tears started falling down both our faces without even realizing.

"Lya, it's been five years since I started making advances on you. You should know that I won't be giving up by now right? For how long are you going to subtlety reject me?" He sound so desperate I want to just hug him and never let him go ever again. "I know what you are thinking right now and I really have no idea how to convince you since I know how stubborn you can be but I will still try my best." Youngbin held onto my hands and look straight into my eyes with the most sincere look. "Lya Park Yeon Hyo, I love you. I have loved you since we met and I will keep on loving you no matter what happens. I know you are afraid we might end up parting ways and you will lose me but trust me when I say I won't ever let this happen. I love you too much to let you leave my side. Even if we don't work out in the end, I will never leave you. No matter how things end up I will still be by your side as a best friend as long as you give me the chance. But that obviously will only be the worst case scenario. I will try my best to make sure we will never have to end up there. You know me well so I believe you know when I made up my mind on something, I will definitely be able to achieve it. I meant what I say when I will always stay by your side. I told you I won't ever leave you for anyone and I won't get a girlfriend if you don't want me to because you are the only person I ever want to have. Please give me a chance to prove that I will do whatever it takes to keep you by my side. I love you with all my life and I will definitely make you happy. I know you have feelings for me too so please just give me a chance to make you happy, give us a chance to try and work this out?"

He is staring at me earnestly and honestly I didn't know how to respond. I am so overwhelmed right now I didn't know what to do so I pulled my hands away from Youngbin. "Lya ah." "No Youngbin wait, give me a moment to process everything please." "Alright I understand." This is too much. He can't just throw me such a universal bomb of a confession out of nowhere. Just what am I supposed to say? I am sure I made up my mind to let him know of my feelings and give us a try but then he just have to be so sweet and sweep me off like that before I even have the chance to make the first move. And how on earth does he know of my concern and how I actually felt for him? "Because I'm the worm in your tummy! I know exactly what you are thinking! But I believe Youngbin knows you best." Ah I guess Sarah was right, Youngbin really know me best. I am feeling so emotional right now. Am I really worthy of this piece of treasure right in front of me? He is such a sweetheart I felt like an asshole for making him feel so miserable all these while.

*No One's POV*

"Youngbin ah. To be honest, I had no intention of leaving you. I admit these few days I have been avoiding you because I am considering whether I should just let go of you so that you can move on. I really thought I can do this but when I started thinking of everyday without you, I can't even imagine how am I going to survive. I started imagining the image of you with your future wife and kids leading a happy life and then I realize I really can't do it. I won't be able to handle the image of you with a family but I am not the one beside you. Kim Youngbin, I realize I can't live without you by my side anymore. I really am afraid to lose you which is why I keep acting like I don't know of your feelings but it's killing me inside. I decided not to be unfair to you anymore. I was going to confess my feelings to you when I ask you out but you beat me to it. From the very first day I met you, I knew we need to be together forever. You are everything I could ask for. It amuses me how you always try to keep Inseong and Youngkyun away from me when they came along previously but it also saddens me that I was unable to reassure you of my feelings. I didn't know that you actually know of my feelings and why I kept it in but I'm grateful that you are so considerate to me despite of your feelings. I'm sorry I had only been able to bring unhappiness to you. I decided to end this never ending cycle of misery today."

"I love you Youngbin ah. I wish to give us both a chance to try this out. I will promise to try my hardest to keep things going, to be by your side. Let's be happy finally alright? From today onwards, I will work hard to make up for all those pain that I brought to you. Kim Youngbin, will you be my lover?" "Baby, you will always be my only love. As long as you are by my side, no matter what we are I will still be happy. You are the best thing that happened in my life so please don't think that I will ever be able to leave you. Marry me when we've graduated?" Youngbin knelt down and took out a silver band. "I bought this ring thinking of you 2 years ago. I knew that you were the one for me and I kept this with me all this while waiting for the right timing to give it to you. I know this ring is small but I swear I will get a better ring for you in time to come." "Youngbin, you know I won't ever say no to spending the rest of my life with you right? I won't ever say no you. Let's get married after we graduated." You pulled Youngbin up and bring him in for a kiss. "Now I can finally call you mine. I can officially chase Inseong or Youngkyun or whoever that comes along later off from your side!" Youngbin stick his tongue at you and show you the brightest smile you ever saw and you wondered why did you not do this earlier.  

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