BTS ONE SHOTS

Namjoon x Reader (Sad)

Dear Namjoon,

My dear Namjoon... I feel like I owe this to you. I feel like, I need to let you, how I feel.

That night... When you came back from the business trip I had a weird feeling in my heart. I can't really explain it.

Call it a sixth sense.

Call it magic.

Call it whaterver you want.

I had a weird feeling in my stomach as if it had suck itself up.

As if I would throw everything up in a bit.

And yes Namjoon, I'm talking about that night.

When you came back from the trip you thought I wasn't home right?

Well.., I'm terribly sorry to break things up for you.

I was there.

I was there.

The night where you betrayed me.

The night where you gave yourself to another woman.

The night where, I wasn't good enough for you.

The night ,where you gave me the feeling of emptyness.

The night, where you rubbed in my face that boys like you, don't really change.

I wish, I wasn't home.

I wish, I wouldn't have seen it with my own eyes, as you opened her bra as you kissed her with your soft lips.

I wish, I wouldn't have heard the way her name slipped out of your mouth.

I wish, I wouldn't have heard you call her your baby girl, your princess, your kitten, your precious girl, your little woman...