Since birth ||k.nj

12

Authors note❤️
In this flashback you and namjoon are around the age of 11. This chapter will reveal more about your past. Sorry if there are any mistakes.

|You thought about it and every year around this time he would give you a special day. It first started when we were 7.|

{flashback}

*your pov*

"Mom please come out." You said while crying from outside her door.

You heard the front door open and someone called your name. "Y/n! Y/n sweetie where is your mom?" It was mrs kim.

You told her and namjoon pulled you outside.
You sat on the swing set while he stood in front of you.

"Y/n." He said in a soft voice slightly breaking.

You didn't look up. You knew something happened but weren't exactly sure.

You stood up without saying anything and fell into his arms.

He was your bestfriend. The closest person to you besides your sister.

At such a young age you didn't understand what was happening or why. It just felt right to have someone hold you. Comfort you.

"Do you know what happened?" He said looking down at your watery eyes.

You shook your head no with tears finally falling down.

He said nothing. Just held you tighter in the now dark atmosphere.

That night both mrs kim and namjoon stayed the night. You didn't go to sleep that night. You just stayed up holding my blanket.

It was around 3pm when namjoon came into your room to check on you. Once he saw you haven't slept at all he tried to help you.

He turned on Disney channel and played with my hair until i fell asleep.

The next morning some guy came to your front door. Everyone was busy. Mrs kim was in my moms room trying to talk to her and namjoon had to help his father for a little while so you were the only one to answer the door.

"Hey little girl i want to show you something" the man said.

He handed you a stained bunny rabbit and showed you a picture on his phone.

It was the most gruesome picture you have ever seen. It showed a car crash with two people. A little girl and a man who you soon recognized as you little sister and you dad.

Your heart dropped and you froze with shock, fear, everything.

"I sat there and watched your sister and father bleed and beg for help. Your sister has Down syndrome right? They don't deserve my help. I saw your father with some woman from his work. I think her name was okjia. I really-"

You didn't hear the rest. You couldn't. Your innocent 7 year old brain was traumatized. You were pulled away by mrs kim and she slammed the door.

You said nothing for days. You weeped holding that stained rabbit. Everyone tried to get you to talk about what you saw. How you feel. Anything. But it didn't work until you were with your bestfriend.

He knew he couldn't get you to talk but he still wanted to comfort you so he sat with you in silence.

For some reason you felt like you could trust him. You felt like he was the only one you could  be open with.

You told him everything. He sat there listening to every word. Once you were done he pulled you into a hug and whispered "im sorry" , now obviously crying.

You sat in his embrace for hours until you fell asleep. He never slept though, he was too bust thinking about how he would be if he was in this situation.

If he lost his father, sister (even though he didn't have one at the time) and if his mom lost all her common sense.

You had nightmares about the picture the man showed you. But namjoon was always there.

After a couple of weeks you became a little more stable but still obviously upset.

You tried to put a smile on your face for your mom because she was the most hurt. For weeks she would just pull you into tight long hugs. She didn't want to loose you or anyone else.