The Diary

"endless fear "

"Okay yuh!....don't you think it's enough here???.....I Mean ..why are you following me to my room??" I looked back at yuh who was stopping right behind me and looked at me with that cold annoying look......

"............." he ignored me completely ...but instead he slightly put his hand inside his pant's pocket and picked his key and he passed me to the room that is opposite to my room and slammed the door .....

".................................. N...Noway!... he is......" is said with shocked expression while pointing to his room....

"WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!!!!!!!!!"suddenly I screamed .."that can't be truth T.T" I ran fast to my room and closed the door fast as I ran to my bed ..

"You are late!!" Suddenly I heard aya's voice behind me ...

"Ayaaaaaaaaaaa! ....why of all thst students, he be the one who is staying in that room???whyyy?! T.T " I said while shaking aya hard...

Aya looked at me with wide eyes "w wait!....what do you mean?! hyyyyy. ..stop shaking me..." she said

"Ah sorry!" Quickly i let go of het arms and sat back on the bed ...."that jerk lives in the opposite room" I continued ...

"You mean Jun?! Yeah I just knew this morning -_- " she said while feeling so annoyed ...

"Wait!!! Wait wait ....Jun is the one who is sharing the room with that jerk?"I asked with more shocked face...

"Didn't you mean him-.........Huh?!......don't tell me ......." Aya looked at me with silly shocked face as well ...

I nodded when I let my long sigh "friend,.....we are died" I said ...

"I ...think so " Aya replied ....

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Jun was whistling as he was closing the room door and singing "she is gonna fall for me ~ my charm-Ohmagod!! You startled me!!!!" Jun said as he found yuh is standing in front of him while crossing his arms.....

"What? What ...what ?!" Jun continues as he saw yuh was getting close to him ...

"Did you really come here because my roommate asked you??" Yuh asked while still getting closer to Jun ..

"Y-yeah of course !...."Jun slightly moved away then ran to his bed..."I told you my dear ...I missed you" he continued as he grinned

"So you didn't come because aya is living at the opposite room???" Yuu asked again while sitting on the chair ...

"Huh? ~~ I don't even know that she lives at that room~~...you are so mean to me-"

"I don't care what you are trying to do ......but don't involve me with you "
Yuu looked so serious that Jun even couldn't reply ....he know when he could talk to yuu and when he can't ...and this time he knew that yuu wasn't asking him ....it was an order ....

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What was the time?...maybe midnight?...it was raining ....

Raining??!!!!!!

My heart was about to stop when I heard that thunder ..
Every part in my body was freezing ...I was shaking so hard ..and sweating at the same time ....all I can see darkness,rain,thunder and-

"Rima,I'm here"

I felt that warmth ...she was aya ..it was one of the most times I felt happy hearing her voice ...

Yeah ....im scared to death ....
All I can say ....the rain only give me heartbreak and fears ...endless fear ..

that was my thoughts ...that was my feelings at that moment ...i could say that I was the most lonely person at that moment

because I didn't know that ..........

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"............dad..........I came" yuu's voice mixed with the rain sound ... he was standing under the rain looking at his dad grave ....he smiled with that lonely look ..

"Dad....I came because you missed me ..didn't you??....don't worry ..im all fine ..nothing bad happened to me ..I'm all strong" he continued while touching the grave and the rain made his clothes and hair all wet ...be did he even could feel the rain??.....

I doubt it ...

"Mum"...I whispered

"Dad " he said ...

"I missed you....." we said ...
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(Rima's diary)

Mom,..

With every rainy night ..I remember ....everything ...the tears ,the pain ..the fears ...it's all inside my heart....
Mom...every rainy night ..I feel that loneliness.....I wonder ...if the pain only hunts me that time ...but mom don't worry ...i will be all strong as ever .... so keep smiling in heavens

Mom...i missed you ..

Mom...i love you ...

Rima