The Diary

"it's not love story"

I was at the middle of the road..the rushing car was coming towards me... My legs,my mind...everything just stopped working... Guess that my heart that time stopped beating for while as well....

Is this the end??.. But....i didn't even start .....

"please.. Help" i whispered without noticing while closing my eyes and covering my eyes with my arms crossed....and then.......

"huh??!! " I said..

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Now imagine what I'm going to say and put yourself in my shoes...

Two seconds ago you would've been hit by a car and closed your eyes with the idea that you will surely die and when you open your eyes you see a guy ....

In case we ignore about the part of the grab and that your faces were close enough.... And your eyes were meeting his eyes......but wait!!.... Don't wait for me to tell you that the eyes were charming and calm....that eyes were cold like ice...

Well, I know that you will may be curious....but yes,for any girl.. This guy will look so handsome and cool ...but not for ME...

"Are you blind?!" he said in English....

In English?..wait... What?... How could he know that I'm not Japanese?....i don't look like foreigners...

"huh??! " I looked at him with wide eyes...
He continued with the same cold annoying look... "don't wear your glasses, if it's useless!"

"How dare you!!" I pushed him away while uttering these words...while looking at him with mad expression.

Actually..at that time I didn't know If I should be thankful or mad... But that guy was freaking annoying with that cold eyes...

Before I could continue my words to him I heard aya's voice "Rima,you okay? Nothing happened to you??"she was panting that much that can make you know how fast she was running...

"oh ye-yeah... Yeah I'm fine aya.. don't worry" I looked at her worried face and gave her slight smile...but when I looked back to talk to that guy again... He was gone already....

I will never forget you.... That face,hair style and cold eyes... That headphones that you were wrapping around your neck.. That words.... Everything...i won't forget it all.....you know why???

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"I don't know why actually?! " I said to aya...

Aya looked at me with line eyes while asking "you don't know why you won't forget it all?! "

I were jumping on the bed as we arrived to the school dorm "well... I dunno... But all girls say that at the drama"

"that's why I told you stop watching the drama ..... I just don't know why you keep watching the drama although you don't believe in love" aya said while using her laptop as usual and sitting on her bed as well..

"to laugh!!! " I smirked as I answered her as i sat and held my book and started seaching for the page i stoped at before ...

"you know what is common between drama series or movie,aya??" i asked her while fixing my glasses position...

"nah..i dont" she answered without looking at me and keep looking at her laptop screen

"tears !!.....i didnt find any single love story without tears and pain..... And most of time it start with accident...the guy appears from no where then rescue the girl and most of times they fight at the first meeting...tch! how silly?!..... That's not even close to the reality..thats why I watch it and keep laughing"..i said while laughing abit and looking at my book..... But suddenly I felt that aya was staring at me with long grin.... That time I remembered what happenend today's morning.....

Gasp while saying "HELL NO, THIS IS NOT LOVE STORY"...

(Rima's diary)

Every time I see couples at the street or anywhere I go , I just wonder how can someone fall in love...
Love is just stupid thing.. That's what I'm thinking...
Waiting for someone ,thinking of him the whole night and shading tears for him and at the end you just discover that it was a big lie....
Mom..... How can some person be so stupid to follow his/her heart so blindly?...i just wonder.....
Anyway mom....dont worry... I won't be the same stupid as them....
Mama....my story is not love story....

Rima