I gave you everything. I trusted you with my heart my feelings my secrets and you destroyed it all. you did this to me and you knew what you were doing the entire time. you broke me. you promised over and over and over you wouldn't leave me again. what is the fourth time this has happened? I'm done begging you to love me I'm done begging you not to leave me. try finding another girl who will love you as much as I do try finding another girl who will stick through your bullshit. you lied to me you gave me false hope convinced me you actually cared about me and loved me convinced me you wouldn't leave and you would just stay. you don't deserve my love you don't deserve something this great. I can't wait for the day you realize I'm the best thing you ever happened to you when you realize you love me and you should've never let me go. you will miss me and when you do it will be too late I will have moved on. yes, I still love you and I probably always will but I will never go back to you I will never give you the power to hurt me again to crush me break me. I wonder if you ever cared or if this has been some act since the beginning.
these are my thoughts as I sit on a bench waiting for the bus to get here on this gray gloomy day. it's perfect weather for my mood as you can tell by my thoughts. Taylor Swift is on full blast too of course. who can get through heartbreak without Taylor? definitely not me. I don't understand how I am supposed to trust someone with my heart again trust that their words are genuine and when they say they won't leave? I guess I just won't guys are pigs and not to be trusted.
