black butler lemons

sebastian x Depressed! reader

    your prov

      you got up for another day at your job working for the one and only ciel phantomhive. You got your clothes and went to go shower.

*time skip*

you were fully dressed and you looked at your self in the mirror and told your self "Hopefully i dont cry today again infront of meyrin" you went to go help sebastian with breakfast, and of course he was already in there.

"Good morning Y/N, how was your night?" Sebastian said with a smile

"It was one of the worst nights ever!" You snapped at him angery.

"Do you need to cry again, im here for you! oh yes i am" Mey rin said walking up to you.

Sebastian looked at you worried you just looked at both of them and left. You went to go wake up ciel. You got to the door, right before you knocked you thought of that time when you got called all those ugly names by people who just hated you, you couldnt understand why all these memories were coming to you know. Before you even knocked you busted out crying and fell to your knees. 

Sebastians prov

 "hey mey rin, do you mind checking on Y/N and ciel?" I asked Mey rin

"I dont mind at all, no i dont!" Mey rin replied running out of the doors. 

"Now that she is doing that, ill set the table" I said to my self.

i went to go put the plates, silverwear, and food out. I saw mey rin running in. 

"SEBASTIAN!!" 

"Whats wrong!?!?" 

"Its Y/N! shes crying By ciels room!" Mey rin said pointing towards the door

"Ill go check on her, finish setting up and dont break anything!" I said going to check on y/n

I was walking and i finally saw y/n, her back was on the wall and she had her legs up so that her arms were holding them,and her face was down. I could already tell she was crying. 

Your prov

  I heard someone coming, so i cried to stop crying. But i just couldnt. Then i sensed someone sit by me. They put a arm on me. I looked up and i saw sebastian. 

"y/n.. whats wrong" Sebastian said trying to comfort me

"I keep.... just never mind, its nothing." I said back.

sebastian kept hugging me. He put his head on my shoulder. I started to blush, because i did have a little crush on him. 

Sebastians prov

I put my head on her shoulder, I could tell she was blushing. Silly girl, i knew she had a crush on me. Well, i did to. I looked down and i saw something on her arm, it looks like.. cuts.. I grabbed her arm, she looked away. I pulled down her sleeve. 

"y/n..." I say while looking at her, i made her look at me.

she started to cry again. I didnt know what to do, They were cuts, suicidal cuts. She had a lot of them to. I stood up and i got her on her feet. I kissed her. She started to blush even more. I pulled back and wiped her tears away. I picked her up and took her to her room. I set her on her bed and i got on top of her.

Your prov

Oh my gosh, sebastian is on top of me. He started to kiss my neck, he found my sweet spot on my neck. I moaned out loud. He sucked on my spot and he left a little hickey. He pulled back and started to undress me. He pulled off my dress and he started to take off my corset and socks and boots. He took off all of his clothes, we were both fully naked. I blushed even more because i never saw a man naked,  im still a virgin. He went down to my womanhood and started to lick down there. He flicked my clit with his tongue, it felt really good considering this my first time. He started to trail up my body with kisses, it tickled a little bit. I let out a little giggle. I felt him smirk right below my breats. He started to suck on my right nipple and play with my left breast. I could feel my self get wet. "Sebastian..." I said while trying to keep in my moans. "Yes, my little kitten?" "i want you" I said embarrased. Sebastian pulled back and smiled. he put the tip of his member on my clit making us both moan. "My little kitten, are you still a virgin?" He asked. "y-yes i am" i managed to get out. "Ill be gentle... at first" He smirked. He rammed into me. I screamed in pain. "Shhhh it will go away" He said staying still for me to adjust. He started to move and it felt good. I started to moan. He started to thrust hard and fast, "y/n... you feel so good" He said making me blush. I put my hands on his shoulders and wrapped my legs around his waist. He picked me up and took us to a wall. He was now pounding into me on a wall. I was moaning load, soon he started to suck on my neck. This pleasure was so good. We were being loud but he didnt care. He took me back to the bed and now i was on top and he was on the bottom, i was riding him, he put his hands on my hips and made me sit up straight. I was bounching on him hard moaning out loud.

sebastians prov

  I Put my hands on her hips, i could see all the pleasure in her face. "Sebas..tian.., how come i have t-this weird f-feel..ing in my stomach" She said throwing her head back as she found her g spot. "Its because your about to cum my little kitten" I said thrusting up hitting into her spot. She clawed into my shoulder, she was getting really close fast. "SEBASTIAN" she screamed as she came onto my shaft. I pulled out and put her on her back on the bed. I put her legs on my shoulders. I rammed my shaft back into her, i was pounding into her with full speed and force, i kissed her legs and i was getting close. "c-can i cum inside you my little kitten" i asked her. "could i get pregnet from you doing that?" she asked. "y-yes" i said inbetween my moans. "Yes you can" and with that i came inside her, with the feeling of the cum inside her it made her cum again. "That felt nice" she said with a chuckle. "Lets get you dressed" i said getting up. we both got dressed and went on with our day.

Ciels prov. 

" SEBASTIAN!!" "Y/NNNN!!!!" 

where did those two go?