Ronald x suicidal reader lemon

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by crazyotaku898

by crazyotaku898

Present day

your prov

I was in bed just laying there in ronalds shirt that he left and my underwear. I started to feel lonely. I haven't seen ronald in about 3 days. I didnt even realize that tears started to come down my face. I put my face in my pillow thinking 'what if he found another girl'. Then i started to get mad and even more sad. I didn't want to live anymore. I pulled out a razar from under my bead in a box. I always kept private things in. I put it to my skin. I made 2 long cuts going to long way. It wasnt working at all. Right when i was about to do it again i heard my window open.

"Y/N sorry i couldnt come over for the past 2 days william was being a bitch and....wait what are you doing" he said walking over to me.

"Nothing!" i said covering my arm and throwing the blade under my bed.

"y/n... show me your arm" he said looking like he was about to cry

"no.." i said looking down.

"y/n..." Ronald said while sittting next to me.

I just sat there looking down, tearing up. He put a arm around me and kind of gently pushed me on the bed. I kept covering my arm so he couldnt see it.

"if you wont show me, ill see it myself" He said while getting on top of me.

Ronalds prov

Shit how am i gonna see it, i dont know what she did.. but i think i might. Oh my fucking god, why aren't i a better boyfriend. I was now on top of her. She tried to get up but i got her down and snatched her arm. I saw 2 long deep cuts. I wanted to cry right there. I looked her in the eye. I got off of her. Then she started to cry.

"Im.. sorry..." She said.

She tried to get up but i pulled her on my lap. Her tears went away. I put her on her back on the bed and i got inbetween her legs. I started to kiss her and I skillfully took of her shirt. Then i went back to kissing her. I went down to her neck. She played with my hair. I made a couple of purpleish marks on her neck. My hand went down to her stomache.

your prov

Oh my god this is like the second time were doing this, we started to date about 3 months ago. I wonder what it would feel like though. Soon he started to suck on my neck, it felt great. His hand went down to my stomache, His kisses went lower and lower, he was soon kissing my stomache. It tickled alot. I giggled

"cute.." He said against my stomache while kissing my it leaving more purple ish marks.

I let out a moan. He smirked. His hands snaked around my hips and went to my back. I felt pleasure all over my body. I felt so nice. His hands went to my underwear and pulled them off. He took a long lick. I moaned. He put my legs on his shoulders. I felt a knot in my stomache. Soon i released. He licked more

"My dear, you taste good" he said

i just blushed. He took off his jacket shirt and pants. He was left in his underwear. He took off my shirt and bra. I felt my face warm up. He postioned his self at my interance.

"This might hurt" he said as he pushed in.

"AGHH" i screamed out in pain.

"Shhh, it will be over soon" He stayed still

Soon i let out a moan and bucked my hips, he got that as a cue. He almost pulled all the way out and slammed back in. i moaned uncontrollably. He was now thrusting into me hard and fast. Soon enough i was getting close.

Ronalds prov

She was getting close. Just as she was about to cum i pulled out.

"T-tease" she said painting

I pulled her on my lap. She sat on my dick, I thrusted up to meet her. We were both getting close. I was now pounding into her. I kissed her neck and went down. I put one of her buds into my mouth. She came. Soon i came right into her. She fell on the bed.

"Y/N, never do that to your arm again" I said kissing her back

"I wont i promise" y/n said