Request done for @pixie46 , hope you like it !
Info: y/n left Jax four years ago after he cheated and she comes back to introduce him to his daughter
Four years ago I left Jax Teller behind me. I got up and left after seeing him in bed with Tara. He swore he didn't love her but it felt like a big lie so I left. There was nothing tying me to Charming other than Jax and I was done with the lies. That's when I also found out I was pregnant with his child, but I didn't think twice about leaving.
Now that Willow was three and asking questions, going back felt right. I had started a new life a few towns away from Charming, got a job and house, I struggled but made it work for her. Packing up my stuff to go to Charming for a few weeks, I headed back to the place I used to call home.
Willow and I hang sang songs along the whole time. Her hair blew in the wind, as we had all the windows down. Dancing and grooving to all the songs, we had a good time on our little drive.
Once in Charming, the first stop was the hotel we booked a room at. I grabbed by bag and Willow had her mini suitcase with her own stuff. We walked inside hand in hand, she stayed by with me as I checked us in. As we got in the elevator, she looked up at me with big eyes.
"Am I gonna see my dad?" She asked with a sparkle of hope in her eyes.
"Yeah, soon baby" I smiled down at her.
She was filled with only excitement as we got in the room. She jumped on the beds, not having stayed anywhere other than her house in a long time. Me on the other hand was filled with worry. What if he didn't want her? Or moved on with that woman he cheated on me with? It made me want to chicken out and bail on my daughters hopes for this trip but I couldn't do that to her.
Next stop was TM, as long as it had that name, I had hope they were still there. I parked in the lot and walked to the office with a knock, seeing Gemma made my heart warm.
"One second, baby" she said with her back still to me, sorting papers.
When she turned, her eyebrows came together with confusion.
"Y/n, is that really you?" She asked.
"Yeah, it's me" I nodded, tears forming.
Gemma and I were close, especially since Jax and I were together. Seeing her was like seeing a close relative you haven't seen in a long time. I hugged her hard and let my tears fall.
"He misses you, baby" Gemma whispered to me.
"I miss him too" I admitted.
She pulled away and I dried my tears before Willow could see.
"Is she yours?" Gemma asked.
"Yeah, Willow" Brea smiled.
"Is she his?"
"That's why I'm here" I shrugged.
"Someone should be in the clubhouse, I'm sure whoever it is, they'll be glad to see you. Let yourself in, like old times"
"Thanks, Gem"
I took Willows hand and walked us toward the clubhouse. My heart was pounding and I could barely walk right.
"Is this where he is?" Willow whispered up to me.
"Hopefully" I spoke with a smile once again.
Walking into the dimly lit clubhouse, it was like I transported back into time, four years ago. Walking farther inside until someone saw me.
"Y/n?" Chibs asked as he stood up from the bar.
"Yeah" I smiled and he hugged me.
"Is he here?"
"In his room, you know how he likes him time alone" Chibs replied "damn, I wish the other boys were here to see you"
"Thanks" I told him and kissed his cheek before heading back to his room.
Chibs stopped me though, grabbing my hand. He motioned down at Willow with a nod of his head, asking a question without speaking. I nodded giving him the answer he needed.
Continuing on, I walked down the familiar hall, passing Johns bike. I kept walking until I got to the door that led me to my destination. I knocked and waited for a response.
"Come in" he called from the other side.
I slowly opened the door, peeking my head inside. He looked up and stood immediately. He wrapped his arms around me reluctantly, not sure how I'd react. I let him and hugged him back even, letting go of Willow's hand. I breathed in his scent, something I thought I'd never smell again. Running my hands down his leather kutte. I pulled away and saw his front patches that no longer read, 'V. President' and now just 'President'. I smiled as I ran my finger across it, seeing he finally inherited the throne.
"I've something to tell you" I whispered.
"The girl is mine?" He asked, already taking her into account.
"Yeah, Willow, she wanted to meet her father" I nodded and looked down at her, letting go of Jax.
She looked somewhat scared but when he bent down to her eye level, she seemed to relax.
"I'm your, dad, baby" he spoke proudly with a huge smile.
She squealed with happiness and ran into his arms. She hugged him tight and he did so to.
As the day went on, I had reunited with everyone and they all got along with Willow. Jax's other son, Abel, got along well with Willow. I had stayed at the clubhouse all day.
Now was night and everyone sat outside. A lot of us were at a picnic tables, Gemma had taken the kids to play on the small swing set outside.
"I missed you, y/n" Jax said as we were on one side of the table, the other boys in their own conversations.
"Me too" I nodded and traced patterns on the back of his hand.
"I wish I could go back and change what I did, that way I could've been in my girls' lives without anytime apart"
"Well we're here now, that's where we start" I smiled to him, ready to forgive and move on.
"Sound alright to me, darlin'" he said with a smirk, agreeing to the plan.
