Paul had just put me up. I was on the block.
I should've expected it he was just upset with me because i was hesitant about his plan.
I walked into the Apple room to see Paul sitting there. I quickly turned around and reach for the door handle.
"Wait,"A frantic voice says.
I turn around to face him waiting for him to say something.
He stands up and walks towards me.
"I'm sorry," He sighs running a hand through his hair.
I don't know what to say so i just nod before turning back around. This time he grabs my hand causes me to look at him confused.
"I wasn't thinking, i'm so so sorry but i promise you're not going to go home," He says reassuringly.
"Paul I don't know what to say," I tell him honestly.
"Please trust me," He pleads.
"I'm trying but it's hard considering you put me on the block," I say looking down.
He just swallows and nods.
I walk out the door.
Me and Paul had a thing going but honestly i don't know anymore.
I go and talk to Raven about whether me or Cody is going home.
"The whole house wants Cody out, you're not going anywhere," She smiles
Matt who is right beside her agrees and so does Ramses.
This makes me feel safe.
I walk upstairs and take a shower and change into some running shorts and a tee shirt.
I go to my bed that me and Paul share.
sadly.
Paul was already in the bed but he wasn't asleep just staring at the ceiling.
I slipped into the bed and even though we weren't necessarily on good terms he slipped his arm around me instinctively.
"Hey," He says still staring at the ceiling.
"Hey," I respond looking over at him.
"Y/N, listen...i know what i did what wrong but i'm begging you to forgive me." He says with a guilty look on his face.
I stay silent as I think about it and honestly I probably shouldn't but I do trust him.
"I forgive you Paul," I say softly.
"Thank you so much Y/N," He says with a smile.
I soon fall asleep thinking about the drastic choice i just made.
trust
